... magic mushrooms. I will say what it's generally like to have a birth trauma. Particular childhood memories suddenly descend into a deeper physical level. That physicality involves losing control of breathing - suffocating and hyperventilating alternately, violent rhythmic movements. The movements may be arching of the back spasmodically. Then comes rebirth, the beginning of a new way of breathing, a tangible sense of cosmic space...

... call it "a performance". Else stop whining, We stop whining when you stop calling it music. Deal? ;) They might be sheeps, but they're sheeps with money and you won't get any of their money playing jazz, classic or whatever the chosen few listen. You can make decent money by playing/making music to a select few. Why should everyone aim to be a falling star and reach the barbarians? Let them suffocate in their own sh!t.

... out of foster care and took herself off of the drugs. But her relief was short-lived. In late 2005, she learned that her little brother was dead – the result, autopsy reports show, of either suffocation or a heart attack while being restrained in foster care. Toxicology reports show that Christening "Mikie" Garcia had four drugs in his bloodstream: an attention deficit medicine, an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic...

... out of foster care and took herself off of the drugs. But her relief was short-lived. In late 2005, she learned that her little brother was dead – the result, autopsy reports show, of either suffocation or a heart attack while being restrained in foster care. Toxicology reports show that Christening "Mikie" Garcia had four drugs in his bloodstream: an attention deficit medicine, an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic...

... when the 1917 Espionage Act was last widely invoked, during the infamous 1919 Palmer Raids, leftist activists were arrested without warrants in sweeping roundups, kept in jail for up to five months, and "beaten, starved, suffocated, tortured and threatened with death", according to the historian Myra MacPherson. After that, dissent was muted in America for a decade. In Stalin's Soviet Union, dissidents were "enemies of the people". ...

... out of foster care and took herself off of the drugs. But her relief was short-lived. In late 2005, she learned that her little brother was dead – the result, autopsy reports show, of either suffocation or a heart attack while being restrained in foster care. Toxicology reports show that Christening "Mikie" Garcia had four drugs in his bloodstream: an attention deficit medicine, an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic...

... out of foster care and took herself off of the drugs. But her relief was short-lived. In late 2005, she learned that her little brother was dead – the result, autopsy reports show, of either suffocation or a heart attack while being restrained in foster care. Toxicology reports show that Christening "Mikie" Garcia had four drugs in his bloodstream: an attention deficit medicine, an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic...

...South American culture that was convinced that the air at night was poisonous. They held this belief based on some incident where a Co2 pocket in a nearby lake had ruptured and during the night hundreds of people simply suffocated. But because they had no clue about Co2 or oxygen nor geology or any of the real causes of all these people dying. They simply assumed it was the night air. This belief persisted for HUNDREDS of years,...

... out of foster care and took herself off of the drugs. But her relief was short-lived. In late 2005, she learned that her little brother was dead – the result, autopsy reports show, of either suffocation or a heart attack while being restrained in foster care. Toxicology reports show that Christening "Mikie" Garcia had four drugs in his bloodstream: an attention deficit medicine, an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic...

... out of foster care and took herself off of the drugs. But her relief was short-lived. In late 2005, she learned that her little brother was dead – the result, autopsy reports show, of either suffocation or a heart attack while being restrained in foster care. Toxicology reports show that Christening "Mikie" Garcia had four drugs in his bloodstream: an attention deficit medicine, an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic...