I want to apologize in advance to you all for what is apparently about
to happen again in this newsgroup. I offered the poster deborah a
truce in which I promised not to bother her if she returned that
respect. I said if she continued with her campaign of vicious
harassment, however, I would consider her actions as her choice to
resume the war she has been engaging in for almost a month now. She is
now on her second warning. She has one warning left.

I dont want this war. Like the rest of you, I am tired of constant
warfare in this newsgroup. But I have no intention of backing down if
the poster deborah chooses to resume her war she has been conducting
against me. I have nothing to lose. I am already seen by some here to
be the Newsgroup Undesirable. And if, in the process of the war,
should the poster deborah choose for it, I lose any friends I may have
made here, so be it I'm afraid.

I have the time and the energy to pursue war even more than I have
done to this point. I could choose to leave the newsgroup, which is
what the poster deborah had hoped I would do. This, however, is not an
option.

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This is my original post which the poster deborah replied to and
called "bullshit."

Long-time posters and perhaps lurkers know that my guess as to *why*
the poster deborah does what she does in this newsgroup aside, I am
telling the truth. Not only has the poster deborah used kill files as
a form of punishment for those who displease her, she has in the past
even tried to have this newsgroup shut down by the usenet
powers-that-be.

This is the original post...

Deborah,

Here's the deal. In an effort to lessen the poisonous atmosphere that
has permeated this newsgroup for many years now, I have decided to not
reply anymore to any post of yours except those where you refer to me
or address specifically to me, either: 1) Directly from your notebook
computer where you claim I am not kill filed; Or, 2) Indirectly to me
via someone else's post, because you childishly claim you have me kill
filed on that computer and must not reply directly. This will be my
new policy and is predicated one condition: If it proves that you
choose to continue to harass me with your mean-spirited viciousness, I
will consider that the war you have chosen to conduct is again in
effect -- and I will act accordingly.

I am going to add these last comments, and then I will click on
"send." I do not like you one bit. I don't think I ever have. And I
don't foresee any change in my feelings for you in the future. I have
tried to tolerate you, but now I've had it with you. No more.

Along with other vicious tactics in your poisonous arsenal, you love
to kill file people. I am only one of the many you have done this to
over the years. Other posters kill file people because they aren't
interested in reading those peoples' posts anymore. But the purpose
you have in your kill filing practices, along with your ongoing and
frequent threats to kill file, is to punish people who -- displease --
you. You have a huge mean-spirited control freak problem. Perhaps this
stems from unfair treatment you received from the world when you were
growing up, and you are stuck seeking vengeance against the world for
your perceived injuries. I don't know. I can only guess.

Years ago, in this newsgroup, you repeatedly threatened and then kill
filed me because you decided I was an agent of Wayne Austin and Eots.
You did the same last fall when I came back to the newsgroup -- and
for the same exact reason. As you so obviously have a hugely
deep-seated grievance against Wayne, apparently for injustices you
think he perpetrated against you at some point years and years ago, it
is obvious that you have a serious problem which you need to seek help
for.

Your kill filing practices and threats to kill file are part of your
overall viciousness meanness which lies just under the surface of the
"gentle and loving" words you like to type to impress others with how
"advanced" of an ACIM student you want them to believe you are. Lately
you have claimed to be a Christian, capital C, but you haven't even
come close to being what you claim to be. Nor are you in any way an
"advanced Course student." At best, you are someone who would like to
be what you claim to be. But you have a long way to go yet in your
journey without distance.