I've really been getting into meditation lately. At first I was
finding it difficult. Until I realised what everyone else has been
doing.

Whilst I've been failing miserably everyone else seems to know the
secrets to almost instant meditation. And theres me trying to do what
the Tibetan zen monks have been trying to master for over 1000 years.

Thinking back I feel like a bit of an idiot thinking I could follow
the same path as the zen monks, considering my cultural and religious
differences. Anyway, I now know what you guys have probabily known for
ages.

Its knew for me so its an amazing secret and im still up in a cloud
about.

Anyway for those that want to get internet lessons at the same place
I've been. Its free so money's not an issue, which I feel goes along
with the whole spiritual thing.

You do need to sign up for the lessons so you can receive the info.
Make sure you read the information your sent and then go off and try
it!

I know this isn't the earliest of John's history here on TRCM, but
once again we see Queenie Lee Flynn's usual Shaming Techniques at work
on him. How amazingly sad, but also revealing and illuminating to
note that it worked on poor, sad case, Loopy Lopez, who now thinks
that God specifically designated him to be the defender of Her Regal
Royalty's "honor":

Her Shaming Queenship back in 2002:

"From the mind of John Lopez:

Google is only about 1/2 hour behind now.

ACIM Workbook Lesson 108 ~ April 18

http://courseinmiracles.com/acourseinmiracles/workbook/lesson108.htm

" Lesson 108

"To give and to receive are one in truth."

Vision depends upon today's idea.
The light is in it, for it reconciles
all seeming opposites. And what is light
except the resolution, born of peace,
of all your conflicts and mistaken thoughts
into one concept which is wholly true?
Even that one will disappear because
the Thought behind it will appear instead,
to take its place. And now [we] are at peace
forever, for the dream is over [now].

I found it interesting that our alleged new poster "Jasmine" uses the
word "cultist", since it's not a very common usage in my experience.

At any rate, a search for the word finds that it is very popular with
"Jasmine's" new hero, Loopy Lopez, for one. I'm not finished
evaluating the word and who else here uses it, but I thought this
quote from Loopy Lopez was quite interesting, yet another example of
John going off on someone he is now outraged about someone else going
off on, and for precisely the same reasons.

"The fact is Flynn, is you have no particular moral values. Anyone
can
see you turn a blind eye to very vicious and disruptive posters and a
single, vengeful eye to someone like me. Any moral value you
represent can be summed up in a word, "co-dependency: Co-dependency
with any slinky liar, scam artist, cultist and cyberstalker who
strokes
your morbid need to be a newsgroup saint. You're more than willing to
support anyone's lies as long as they support lies. And you hate some
who stands alone and speaks the truth. "

Reaffirming the power of the mind to choose:
W-pI.166:
6.3 Yet is he really tragic, when you see that he is following the way
he chose, and need but realize Who walks with him and open up his
treasure to be free?
12.3 the gifts you have are not for you alone.

Job “the things that my soul refused to touch are as my sorrowful
meat. Oh that I might have my request; and that God would grant me
the thing that I long for! Even that it would please God to destroy
me; that he would let loose his hand, and cut me off! Then should I
yet have comfort; Yea, I would harden myself in sorrow: let him not
spare; for I have not concealed the words of the Holy One…To him that
is afflicted pity should be shewed from his friend; but he forsaketh
the fear of the Almighty. My brethren have dealt deceitfully as a
brook, and as the stream of brooks they pass away;…the paths of their
way are turned aside; they go to Nothing, and perish…Teach me, and I
will hold my tongue: and cause me to understand wherein I have erred.”

Is anyone else or is my computer messed up? I'm just useing the google
site to read still if that makes a difference. I won't be able to read
any replies for 6 hours but thanks for any help if you know what's
going on.