Where was the help I desperately sought for years before it was too
late? Why was I turned away everywhere I sought it? And why was every
effort I made to make anything of myself deliberately thwarted until I
ended up not even nobody but irreversibly a NOTHING? So that glib
bastards like you could now lie to yourselves that you hadn't doing
anything to me--or, better yet, glibly spin-doctor your statements to
fool yourselves into thinking you are blameless? Oh, yes, let's all
lie to ourselves that Miki chose this misery for himself without being
manoeuvred into it. After all, it wasn't _we_ who tricked him into
behaving the way _we_ wanted so that we could deliberately delude
ourselves that the desire originated with him; was it?

Don't think being the mouthpiece of my tormentors fools anyone except
the unwashed masses, who don't understand me anyway. Otherwise I
wouldn't be...

...Male Frances Farmer

let's see if this one shows up

Now that things have gone past the point of no return I know peace for the
first time in decades. Deep, serene peace.

Male Frances Farmer

Good night, good night.

It is snowing here.

I will have to get up early to get the snow off of my car.

I have neglected some things today that I should have done.

Life goes on.

Good night lovely people.

Her modus operandi was to get young Serbian men drunk and have them spill
their secrets and then blackmail them with what she'd learned.

Male Frances Farmer

CARMELA FRANCIS--for decades the leading satanist in Toronto, although, like
all people in positions of true power, she operated from concealment behind
a figurehead named Alan Denmark

BRIAN KEETING--a sadistic occultist, and Teacher of Jordy Lennon

JORDY LENNON--a sadistic occultist

ROGER BIRD--a Qabbalist

ANDY KWOK--don't know his real name, but he's over 150 years old and has
gone by that name. An Eastern mystic

ULRICHE HAAS--now deceased, at one time chief psychologist at the Ontario
Institute for Studies in Education and later wife of Archbishop Archibald
Cox. At all times head of the Danish Secret Service and a female supremacist
who sought to create a female-only world

KAREN AITKEN--Ms. Haas' lesbian lover and a female supremacist

ANKA MIKETIC--a witch, and the one who buried my uncle Nenad alive with the
assistance of the minister from the Serbian Orthodox Church on River Street
in Toronto

CATHERINE RELLINGER--don't know much about her except that she's an
occultist

CARMELA FRANCIS--for decades the leading satanist in Toronto, although, like
all people in positions of true power, she operated from concealment behind
a figurehead named Alan Denmark

BRIAN KEETING--a sadistic occultist, and Teacher of Jordy Lennon

JORDY LENNON--a sadistic occultist

ROGER BIRD--a Qabbalist

ANDY KWOK--don't know his real name, but he's over 150 years old and has
gone by that name. An Eastern mystic

ULRICHE HAAS--now deceased, at one time chief psychologist at the Ontario
Institute for Studies in Education and later wife of Archbishop Archibald
Cox. At all times head of the Danish Secret Service and a female supremacist
who sought to create a female-only world

KAREN AITKEN--Ms. Haas' lesbian lover and a female supremacist

ANKA MIKETIC--a witch, and the one who buried my uncle Nenad alive with the
assistance of the minister from the Serbian Orthodox Church on River Street
in Toronto

CATHERINE RELLINGER--don't know much about her except that she's an
occultist

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