Now that I'm on my own I have to think about certain things I haven't
thought about in 12.5 years. My rent is paid by Disability so housing
costs are not an issue, and the landlady is kind enough to let me use
her kitchenware and split the cost of common-use items. Sometimes she
finds a cheap item at the store, such as a pound of peanut butter for
$1.49, and she buys me some and I reimburse her. But, while my
disability money and eBay income used to be, as my mom called it,
"pocket money," it now has to cover food, personal household supplies,
transportation, ciggarettes, plus a thousand and one other piddly
things. The transportation is the big agony at $11.25 for five one-way
bus trips. I was incredibly stupid not to spend the $109 on a monthly
pass when I knew that I could barely take a...

Don't take anyone's advice.

When you can understand yourself, ah!
Then you will be able to pull yourself up with your boot-straps.

I am kind of bummed though my girlfriend decided to hang at her local bar at
midnight then spenned it with me getting loaded at my local bar to midnight.
It is 12:37, and I am kind of drunk, but it is lonely when you spend it by
yourself.
Where is she???
I am bummed.

Anyone home?

Go to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/madliberation/ and join, as I
have joined. The more members we get, the stronger we will be. Go for
it.
See you in there. Happy New Year.

In about two hours I'm off to do my new year's eve celebratio

New years eve is known as Sylvester night in Austria
named after the saint. it as traditional for them to ring
the churchbells at midnight, also people climb onto the
roofs with trumpets and trombones... it sounds nice....

for auld lang syne....

zerosky

On Dec 21, 8:25 pm, "whacko" verizon.net> wrote:

If you shipped to Canada I might have put in a bid, but you should
start the bidding lower. Right now you need positive feedbacks to turn
that scary yellow star into a blue or green one.

Miki (still working on my green star)

Has anyone ever seen that skit on Saturday Night Live?

I am afraid to post anything now because I will come off like that
maybe and no one will like my posts any more.

I am still full of depression and negative symptoms but it is good for
me to post some.

This is a support group in theory, no?

Is it OK to post some things about being depressed and having so many
negative sypmtoms can't even read a book?