> sorry sorry for making more posts
> floating. out of it. trying to grab hold of something. been gone for days.
> can't be like this. college today. Pippa. acting out. showed me up.
> embarassed.
> how to hold on? floaty. cant be like this. need to focus. things to do.

> On May 12, 2:20?pm, "russiandolly" blueyonder.co.uk>
> wrote:

>> sorry sorry for making more posts
>> floating. out of it. trying to grab hold of something. been gone for
>> days. can't be like this. college today. Pippa. acting out. showed
>> me up. embarassed.
>> how to hold on? floaty. cant be like this. need to focus. things to
>> do.

>
> How many hours til college today?

> Puddle wrote:

>>
>> How many hours til college today?

>
> already been. is eight at night.
> was awful. really embarrasing

> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>> Puddle wrote:

>

>>> How many hours til college today?

>

>> already been. is eight at night.
>> was awful. really embarrasing

>
> what happened?
>
> -- astri
>
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> � to email send to astri
> � ======================
> � � � at volcano dot org
> � ======================

> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>> Puddle wrote:

>>>
>>> How many hours til college today?

>>
>> already been. is eight at night.
>> was awful. really embarrasing

>
> what happened?
>

> On May 12, 3:00?pm, astri wrote:

>> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>>> Puddle wrote:

>>

>>>> How many hours til college today?

>>

>>> already been. is eight at night.
>>> was awful. really embarrasing

>>
>> what happened?
>>
>> -- astri
>>
>> ? ======================
>> ? to email send to astri
>> ? ======================
>> ? ? ? at volcano dot org
>> ? ======================

> ...

> astri wrote:

>> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>>> Puddle wrote:

>>>>
>>>> How many hours til college today?

>>>
>>> already been. is eight at night.
>>> was awful. really embarrasing

>>
>> what happened?
>>

> it's fuzzy hazy, but she was clap hands a lot and kept running up to
> front of class and saying look look all the time. (it is a feltmaking
> course - only one day a week, nine 'till three. everyone wanders
> round and chats and stuff so it wasn't like when i was doing my
> A-Levels but still...) she kept putting the bag over her head and
> spinning round. i kept catching glimpses of what she was doing but
> didn't feel like i could control it. (can feel myself coming round
> more now. this is helping. thanks) people kept looking at me. wanted ...

> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>> astri wrote:

>>> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>>>> Puddle wrote:

>>>>>
>>>>> How many hours til college today?

>>>>
>>>> already been. is eight at night.
>>>> was awful. really embarrasing

>>>
>>> what happened?
>>>

>> it's fuzzy hazy, but she was clap hands a lot and kept running up to
>> front of class and saying look look all the time. (it is a feltmaking
>> course - only one day a week, nine 'till three. everyone wanders
>> round and chats and stuff so it wasn't like when i was doing my
>> A-Levels but still...) she kept putting the bag over her head and
>> spinning round. i kept catching glimpses of what she was doing but
>> didn't feel like i could control it. (can feel myself coming round ...

> astri wrote:

>> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>>> astri wrote:

>>>> On Mon, 12 May 2008, russiandolly wrote:

>>>>> Puddle wrote:

>>>>>>
>>>>>> How many hours til college today?

>>>>>
>>>>> already been. is eight at night.
>>>>> was awful. really embarrasing

>>>>
>>>> what happened?
>>>>

>>> it's fuzzy hazy, but she was clap hands a lot and kept running up
>>> to front of class and saying look look all the time. (it is a
>>> feltmaking course - only one day a week, nine 'till three. everyone
>>> wanders round and chats and stuff so it wasn't like when i was
>>> doing my A-Levels but still...) she kept putting the bag over her
>>> head and spinning round. i kept catching glimpses of what she was ...