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> confused gmail.com> wrote:>> it's oscar below. hope it's ok to post. too tired to stop him.
>> spoilered for profanity and references to self h*rm and anger
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> Yes, it is ok for Oscar to post.
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>> wolfie isn't tired she's lazy. lazy lazy lazy. she could have gone
>> to choir if she wanted. c is a big complainer. I hate all of them.
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>> this whole thing is stupid. "parts" "Insiders" it's bullshit. it's
>> just another way to get attention and act crazy. spending way too
>> much time here. there is so much stuff we could do but no, we have
>> to have this stupid pity party. we hae to act like we belong here
>> and we are made up of all these parts. It's so fucking crazy.
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> No. It is not crazy. It is survival. You do what you have to do to
> survive and then you don't need to do that any more because it is in
> the past. Then you need to figure out what new things you need to do
> to survive.
ok, I understand survival. But this is too public. This is too needy.
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>> I wish i could kill her. she's letting this happen. I hate her. I
>> hate all of them.
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>> retard. that's what it is. bad enough to be a stupid worthless
>> retard but now we have to act crazy. it's wrong wrong wrong.
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>> wanna know what my job is. My job is to make us act right. we need
>> to knock this shit out. And my job is to hurt. I knnow how to hurt
>> people. you all act so nice but I know. I know how to hit and pinch
>> and bite. I know how to make you hurt and cry and hide.
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> I had that job. I kept the body alive and everyone inside alive for
> years. I made sure none of us fought back because then we would have
> died. If those inside didn't understand I punished them to keep them
> in line.
yes. that I understand. we aren't supposed to attract attention. We aren't
supposed to react. That keeps us alive.
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>> you can't ever forget me either because you got scars all over your
>> body. you've got me stuck inside but I still win. look close the L
>> for loser is still in your arm. you can't get rid of me you fucking
>> retard. I hate you. --
>> oscar
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> I don't have to do that any more. We no longer live in that reality.
> We live now, not then. The past is over and we can keep the body safe
> in a different way. No one external can hurt us now because we are
> adult and strong and away from them.
So how do you know you are still strong?
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> Welcome to asd oscar.
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Thanks I guess.
--
oscar
> Wolf
