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  Unanswered emails to T         


Author: Puddle
Date: May 4, 2008 19:37

Emailed T all day but no responses. Guess my asd is more caring and
attentive then he is when we are being needy. Wish T could help but
feeling like if I can't trust him to be there when I am in crises then
I am afraid to take that step, that step to get out of this place that
I am in. I think I could take this step if I knew someone was
monitoring, paying attention, making sure I stay safe.

Can't be safe with t if he doesn't respond. He didn't call. He knows I
am not okay this weekend. He knows we are trying to take big big
steps. Why doesn't he know that he needs to "back me up"? At least,
something, some "thing" that would let me know he is there. Is lucky
everyone here has T's that they can call or email or feel as though
they have some kind of contact. oh well, thought I would post the
emails i sent to him today since he didn't respond. Prolly won't even
mention them tomorrow. :(

Maybe they didn't make sense to him?
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  Re: Before dissociation?         


Author: Puddle
Date: May 4, 2008 16:57

On May 3, 11:45�am, "Pleiades" sbcglobal.net> wrote:
> Crawling out from the space behind the refrigerator, here she comes. �A long
> train of cobwebs and dust follow behind her, lending her the look of the
> "Queen of the Dustbunnies"--the title that is rightfully hers. �She looks up
> at the kitchen window and smiles. �She has strawberry-blonde hair and
> dimples in her cheeks. �She's the kind of baby that makes you think "Oh I
> wish she would stay this age forever," and Pleiades is so lucky, as this
> alter seems to be happy to remain a baby. �She's *happy,* something that
> probably none of the others in the system can say!
>
> Is she from before the abuse started causing the splits? �Can anyone offer
> an "educated guess" or experience-driven opinion on this!
>
> Pleiades

I have read aabout this one. Apparently it is more common to have a
child alter like this than to not have one. Same as they are saying
below; the ideal child, the child before the ab*se. Positive
protection of who once was. Usually the most protected.
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  Re: Before dissociation?         


Author: Pleiades
Date: May 4, 2008 00:15

hmmmmm.
wrote in message news:krqdnSiJJ_VdnYDVnZ2dnUVZ8uednZ2d@bt.com...
> pliedes, using the wrong line length [?]
>
> woz zaying...
>
>> Crawling out from the space behind the refrigerator, here she comes.
>> A long
>> train of cobwebs and dust follow behind her, lending her the look of
>> the
>> "Queen of the Dustbunnies"--the title that is rightfully hers. She
>> looks up
>> at the kitchen window and smiles. She has strawberry-blonde hair and
>>
>> dimples in her cheeks. She's the kind of baby that makes you think
>> "Oh I
>> wish she would stay this age forever," and Pleiades is so lucky, as
>> this
>> alter seems to be happy to remain a baby. She's *happy,* something
>> that ...
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