day 6 of staying away from those bad behaviors. working steps, found
temporary sponsor, and calling people when tempted to act out in those
behaviors. it's other things too

something happened tonight. we switched way way offf. we were starting to
panic and we felt dirty and hot and then "poof" like jill says, we made it
go away., except that means everything goes away and we feel like we aren't
here and hard to think.

it happened when shay was talking about t and closed doors and someitme i'll
have to think about that but not right now. i work tomorrow. we are writing
it down so it can't go poof too.

am i making sense?

is time for sleeping
finally

-- astri

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In article nlpi070.nbdc.sbc.com>,
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You know you're overweight when ...

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Crawling out from the space behind the refrigerator, here she comes. A long
train of cobwebs and dust follow behind her, lending her the look of the
"Queen of the Dustbunnies"--the title that is rightfully hers. She looks up
at the kitchen window and smiles. She has strawberry-blonde hair and
dimples in her cheeks. She's the kind of baby that makes you think "Oh I
wish she would stay this age forever," and Pleiades is so lucky, as this
alter seems to be happy to remain a baby. She's *happy,* something that
probably none of the others in the system can say!

Is she from before the abuse started causing the splits? Can anyone offer
an "educated guess" or experience-driven opinion on this!

Pleiades