just beginning to feel like the depression is backing off. have been
walking thru lead for a while. tonite beginning to feel brain again.
maybe relief is becoming.

sat out on the small porch tonite. basement apt. with front door
opening to little covered porch (brick and cement with an ugly green
outdoor carpet on it) which faces the park. sat with lights off,
watching the trees and listening to the breezes in them. doggle sat
with us for a bit.

being away from instead of in the middle of is very helpful. sigh.

betsy and others

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not feeling good.
everything feels too much.
guess it's going around.

too much going on already.
anything little feels like over the top.

c's car had to be jumped last night.
now we have to figure out if it needs some fixing.
but it's saturday and most places close early.
and those that are open are prolly already booked.

and my computer has decided to go wonky.
kept losing network connection.
which meant it kept losing internet.
and c isn't sure what's going on.
but he said he changed the network access somehow.
so now we have to see if that works.
but is very stressful.
internet is lifeline.

Kat asked me to post stuff about feeding ducks so here it is. we
stopped feeding our local ducks bread cause of reading this, but they
are in hog heaven at the moment cause we have had lots of amazing
rains and the world here is incredibly lush so i figure they are good
for now, anyway.

the other day i had to stop the car on the street a block from the
park cause three ducks were meandering up on the street. it was like
the book 'make room for ducklings.' i finally had to get out of the
car and shoo them over to a yard. silly ducks.

betsy
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copied from this site:
http://www.liveducks.com/faqs.html

Contrary to popular belief, bread and crackers are a dangerous food
for ducks - occasional feeding of this is so-so, but your duck will
suffer malnutrition if proper feeding is ignored. Chocolate is NOT
safe for ducks and dogs. Avoid nuts and seeds. Duck have a different
digestive system than most other birds and can't handle many of the
same foods that are safe for some birds.

I spoke with an Inspecter Hargreaves with the RCMP who informed me
that you are a disgraceful embarrassment to Canada. They really
REALLY don't like you.

Apparently, you have been investigated for all sorts of nastiness
ranging from shoplifting to animal abuse to attempted rape of a minor,
prosecuted several times, and that you have a criminal record for
launching denial of service attacks, petty theft, public intoxication,
public indecency, and animal cruelty.

He said the public indecency charge should have been much more
serious, that you pulled down your pants and was masturbating at a bus
stop in full view of young children in the vicinity. Alcohol was
obviously a factor in that little episode. It was also a factor in
the case where you kicked a puppy to death because it's barking got on
your nerves.

Anyway, the officer thanked me for providing him with evidence of your
vile, malicious hate mail and said an investigation would be
immediately lauched.

Perhaps you should seek psychiatric care, you could claim innocence
based upon your mental illness.