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Thank you, astri! At least newsgroup posting is working. :)

More tomorrow hopefully.

Good luck in family tp, astri.

nicky

gave the aa the letter outlining everything. she took it much better
than expected. that's good.

then she had a list of things she wanted to talk about. topmost was
wanting to make her own decisions about what she does. we said that's
fine as long as you can follow through on your obligations. still
think she has unrealistic expectations of what she can handle. don't
want to see her fail.

oh well. need to work on letting go.

-- astri

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asarian-host has been down.

even now I can't get emails out

this may not go out

more later...hopefully

and it's been a bad week. :(

On 2008-05-15 07:36:05 -0400, the valerians juno.com> said:

ok, i'm crying.
saw CPN, went out for lunch. discussed the others 'coming out' soon. she
said that i need to talk to the pdoc because he may think that the move to
new place will be a bad idea if it is going to make me 'more ill.' WTF? I am
what i am, wether they see it or not. (thinking some existential
schroedingers cat argument here ...)
How is it going to make me more ill? Isn't it a good thing for everyone to
heve their freedom?

She said that i need to talk to the pdoc and tell him everything that i am
telling her, because he is not of the opinion that i am 'many.' (not sure
what he believes - guess will find out)
Why do i feel...