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I've been a terrible asd member again, not being around.

But this time it's different! It doesn't have anything to do
with me not getting time. I've been getting lots!

For the past three or four nights I've been visiting 2nd life.
I have found a really beautiful spot where there's a fire and
a tree to sit under and the tide splashes against the shore.
It's really pretty. Especially at night in the moonlight.

For the most part people leave you be. Except yesterday some
somewhat scary people approached me.

Does anyone here visit 2nd life?

nicky

x-no-archive: yes

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hurts hurts bad. didn't want to. get it off meoffmeoffme getoffme. hurts.
don't wanna make it go away hurts. no no no off me get off me hurts can't
breath off me get off me off me get off me get off me. hurts! get off me

make it go away make it go away make it go away

didn't want too bad bad bad i'm bad didn't want to make it go away hurts
can't get it off me

:( :( :( :( :( :(

What I didn't like about "the violence" was that everybody seemed to think the dissociation was
an excuse for the violence. "Hey, I held a knife... But, I'm not really to blame, I'm not a
criminal, I have an excuse because I have DID." That's just wrong.

I admire him in a lot of ways, not just for what he's accomplished in his life but his courage
in coming out. And I really appreciate it when any famous person comes out because it helps
mainstream the rest of us. Even when the press handles it badly.

But he has a violent alter == he's violent == he's wrong, and responsible. Being DID is a part
of it but in no way an extenuating part.

Wow. Don't I sound self righteous!

Thank you, betsy, for posting about the interview. I would have missed it otherwise.

nicky

Heavily spoilered per the faq so I can talk about integration
stuff and so I can babble on about stuff that might be religion
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Once again I had one of those 'shifts' or whatever they are. I
think of them as the integration, blending, ascension (whatever!)
deepening.