spoilered for adult discipline.

Place i was working at before hired a new volunteer coordinator. she's
much better, i'm sure, than i ever was. strange -- i don't even really
WANT the job back -- I know that there is too much going on for me,
too much disability still, for me to really perform at the level I
would need to. but still....

just freaking out. meeting with a guy on thurs. for structure/
boundaries stuff (being purposely vague) and i THINK he's safe????????

scaredscaredscaredscared.
wrongwrongwrongwrong.
wrong.
colorless.
afraid.
can't d*e, can't live.

on u.s. tv tonite on the show niteline this athlete is going to be
talking about being did.
here is the link to the story. i haven't read it yet so can't say
whether it has any triggers so please take care.

http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/story?id=4643971&page=1

betsy

250grams worth to be precise.
oh, i feel s*ck.....

(not going to be like, just, yeah, someone has decided to eat a whole block
of cheese at ten o' clock at night and now none of us can get to sleep
because of tummy ache, and general worries about said cheese)

mumble grumble

honestly!