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Date: Dec 25, 2007 15:39
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confused gmail.com> wrote:>"astri" example.com> wrote in message
>news:Pine.BSI.4.64.0712140804500.24803@malasada.lava.net...>> On Fri, 14 Dec 2007, confused wrote:
>>> very bad morning. don't know why really. I see my T in a while. need
>>> to get myself together
>> regrets bad
>> hope t can help make better
>think maybe he helped. we talked some about how to stabilize. think there
>were things I should have said but it was hard to think
Perhaps take notes when possible about those things that should've been
said but couldn't.
>>> head is very noisy this morning.. all sorts of parts talking or
>>> something. not in a good place
>> :(
>better now then this morning.
>after th*rapy, I hid under a blanket at my friend's house and cried. sheesh
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Date: Dec 25, 2007 15:36
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confused gmail.com> wrote:>very bad morning. don't know why really. I see my T in a while. need to get
>myself together
>head is very noisy this morning.. all sorts of parts talking or something.
>not in a good place
>can't bring myself to eat breakfast. don't want to go to T without eating.
>seems like failure somehow.
>there's a part of me that seems to be a mix of a little and adult. Or maybe
>it's parts, but can't separate them out. umm... been referring to that
>part(s) as "c" lately. c loud in my head. saying I shouldn't post. I'm
>supposed to help. supposed to deal with my own problems and not be a burden.
>c wants me to apologize for being a problem.
c, if you read along, you may. It's completely ok how all of
you(s) post. Posting about your problems is just as well as posting
helpful stuff, both often goes hand in hand here in my experience.
You don't feel like a burden to me.
CU below.
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Date: Dec 25, 2007 15:28
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azure thistime.com> wrote:>Just got laid off from my job. It's a seasonal job, and at the height of
>it, I was working 10 hour days, 6 days a week. That type of time and energy
>commitment severely curtailed my ability to do much else on a consistent
>basis, frankly.
Understandable. 60 hours a week. *rolls eyes*
How did you manage that at all? For me, even 17 hours a week sometimes
feels like nearly too much...
>I'm just catching up on posts. There are some fascinating threads here.
*nods*
Catching up a bit, too.
>Much of it has scrolled, but I want to respond to Confused's post "You can
>tell me to leave." I could echo just about every word you said. And like
>some others here (which I was happy to find out about, so I'm glad you
>started the thread!) I'm not multiple, but have been made welcome. This is
>a really great group of people.
That's good and welcome back again.
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Date: Dec 25, 2007 15:22
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Ravensong aol.com> wrote:>nightmares. anger. body aches. gaining weight. chaos. muscle
>spasms. anxiety. back in september, when our insurance ran out, we
>wrote a letter to our therapist and told her that we couldn't afford
>what she wanted us to pay ($85), that we didn't think it was a good
>idea for us to quit for the year, but we didn't know what else to do.
>we haven't heard from her since.
Bad she didn't care to answer in any way.
>we also quit seeing our
>psychiatrist. :-( it's be sooo hard. we are soo angry. we called,
>she didn't call back. we wrote, she didn't call, didn't even make
>suggestions for what we could do until we could see her again.
Quite bad. :-(
>i'm not sure i want to see her again, though. i'm tired of being
>hurt, tired of people pretending that they care and then treating us
>like sh*t.
Understandable.
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Date: Dec 25, 2007 15:11
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Emerging Butterfly hotmail.com> wrote:>On Dec 6, 7:16 pm, Juniper asarian-intl.org> wrote:>>> i asked him (that guy) to quit calling me and quit taking my calls. he
>>> said he would for a week. at least a week's reprieve, maybe...erased
>>> his number n stuff from my phone, but then *he* called, n number back
>>> on phone again, n didn't want number on phone cuz alter got tempted to
>>> call him n did. n it's just not good for me.
>> Uh, he said he wouldn't call for a week, but he did anyway?
>Oh, sorry. I backtracked. He called after I'd deleted his info, but
>before I blatantly asked him not to call me. He said even though i
>don't want him to hit anymore, he'd still like to be friends. i can't
>be friends with him.
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Date: Dec 25, 2007 15:07
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Emerging Butterfly hotmail.com> wrote:>i asked him (that guy) to quit calling me and quit taking my calls. he
>said he would for a week. at least a week's reprieve, maybe...erased
>his number n stuff from my phone, but then *he* called, n number back
>on phone again, n didn't want number on phone cuz alter got tempted to
>call him n did. n it's just not good for me.
*nods*
>I'm not yet ready to talk about my day at work. Something difficult
>came up, and I'm having feelings of shame and rawness, vulnerability.
>Hope and joy are still alive in me somewhere, which is nice. But
>there's also a pull toward depression, self-pity....
>Sometimes I don't feel like I can resist hurting myself when this
>stuff comes up. It just feels so natural, so right. That's what people
>do when they do something wrong, right? Learning that's not true.
>It's hard.
*nods*
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Author: astriastri
Date: Dec 25, 2007 10:56
spent the day yesterday doing little things to get ready for trip. off
to visit c's family in oregon tomorrow. had to take sir lala to go to
the store for some last minute things for packing for trip. not a good
day to go shopping. he was excited all day and acting silly. ended up
scolding him mildly a couple of times.
step-daughter had arrived late sunday night. dropped her off at her
mom's when went off shopping. c had to work. but his work day ended a
little bit early. he brought the aa home with him and then went back
out to get his daughter a bit later after he finally made contact with
her. sir lala was quite excited because once step-daughter came, we
would open presents. (we don't, or try not to, celebrate xmas, since
none of us, except the aa, are xian. our compromise is to celebrate
the holiday season on the solstice, since they are all pretty much
solstice celebrations, anyway. but this was the first opportunity
everyone could be together).
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Author: gathringgathring
Date: Dec 25, 2007 08:59
blech
slunky wrote:
> My dctor and I decided I need to switch antipsychotics. So now I'm
> cross-tapering off Geodon and onto Abilify. Problem is now I'm either
> having withdrawl symptoms from stopping the one drug, or having new side
> effects from the new drug. Nausea, and I didn't sleep a minute last
> night. I just layed in bed from midnight until eight this morning and
> watched my wife sleep. I'm so tired. I hope I get some rest tonight, but
> I've heard with Geodon withdrawl, insomnia is a real problem. It's
> making my auditories worse today.
>
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Author: confusedconfused
Date: Dec 25, 2007 01:01
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sorry i'm posting again. bad day. trying to stay safe. mention of self h*rm,
d*ath, s*xual abuse (maybe). etc below. sorry.
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