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1. As I let go of my feelings of guilt, I am in touch with
my inner sociopath.

2. I have the power to channel my imagination into ever-
soaring levels of suspicion and paranoia.

3. I assume full responsibility for my actions, except
the ones that are someone else's fault.

4. I no longer need to punish, deceive, or compromise
myself, unless I want to stay employed.

5. In some cultures what I do would be considered normal.

6. Having control over myself is almost as good as having
control over others.

7. My intuition nearly makes up for my lack of self-
judgment.

8. I honor my personality flaws for without them I would
have no personality at all.

9. I am grateful that I am not as judgmental as all those
censorious, self-righteous people around me.

10. I am willing to make the mistakes if someone else is
willing to learn from them.

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]]> Sun, 10 Aug 2008 23:11:55 PDT http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/how_to_live_in_car_if_it_comes_to_that_74465146t.html http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/how_to_live_in_car_if_it_comes_to_that_74465146t.html stops. i'll definitely miss the flow of electricity to this laptop.
will have to recharge it at work. wonder how work will be.

i'm not a good employee. been trying for 20 years. some problems
dont have solutions. if i get fired, will return the car to the car
dealership. i should have faced this 24 years ago when mum threw me
out of the house, rather than run to "boyfriend."

wish my aunt didn't find me when my mother threw me out of the house
at age 9. she made me apologize to my mother. i did nothing wrong.
i also remember being thrown out at five. i was screaming and begging
to be let back in.

at 18 found out dad left money for brother and me to get car and go to
college. mother wanted it for her own luxuries. never been able to
overcome this economically.
it's all about money. thanks for listening.

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]]> Sun, 03 Aug 2008 23:15:30 PDT http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/good_morning_all_74050938t.html http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/good_morning_all_74050938t.html far... Helping the wife get off to work, preparing to wrap up as much
paperwork as possible and visit my mom in her new facility (she has
Alzeheimer's) after seeing my pdoc. MAY even get by a parts depot today for
some ICs I need for the current project. And all this should be possible,
because I *slept* yesterday. May be getting back on schedule (I hope.)

Best wishes to all (especially Ricki.) Post if you feel like it. I may not
be around at the moment, but I'll be back.

Dave

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]]> Sun, 27 Jul 2008 23:15:13 PDT http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/even_in_you_don_t_believe_in_prayer_i_could_use_good_73771898t.html http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/even_in_you_don_t_believe_in_prayer_i_could_use_good_73771898t.html a.m. CDT.

I've had surgeries before, so I'm not really nervous..just anxious to
get it over with.

Next month I have the other knee done.

I've been fighting this for four years and nothing has helped. So the
doc is going to arthroscopically trim the miniscus, fix the broken and
crumbling cartilage, and I'll be on crutches a day or two.

I SERIOUSLY am so clumsy, that I'll probably hurt myself with the
stinkin' crutches.

No telling when I can get back to the NG or email because of having to
keep the knee elevated and iced..but I thank you all in advance for
your thoughts and prayers.

Ricki

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]]> Thu, 24 Jul 2008 19:45:02 PDT http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/alice_paul_73678458t.html http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/alice_paul_73678458t.html originally an HBO movie but is now out on DVD. It was about the Women's
Suffragette Movement. Alice Paul was instrumental in getting the 19th
Amendment Passed.

Woodrow Wilson tried to have Alice Paul committed to a mental institution.
She along with many other women were inprisoned for picketing the
Whitehouse. When they went on a hunger strike they were tortuously force
fed, til they vomited. All the while our military forces were fighting in
Europe for the liberty and freedom of others.

Amazing.

Yeah, It has nothing to do with depression and didn't lift mine. I
don't think she every married. I wonder if she ever found love or if she
sacrficed that for her cause.

I wonder what she'd think about the fact that so many women today do not
vote. Would she think her life and her sacrifices were in vain.

Grace


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]]> Tue, 22 Jul 2008 19:13:07 PDT http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/weight_73589626t.html http://www.nnseek.com/e/alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary/weight_73589626t.html were not pounds I needed, I already had a huge excess. I've lost about
20-25 since January. But still it's not good enough. I've dated 3 people
since I've gotten divorced. All 3 people have said in some fashion that I
was too heavy. My stupid insurance company is not at all supportive of
helping anyone lose weight. I have been on some weight loss medication -
but although it keeps me from starving all the time - it's not helping me
lose weight. I've done some kind of over phone counseling with weight
loss program. Nice and sincere though they were - It didn't work either.
It's not like I don't know - what is suppose to work. Eat veggies and
fruits, avoid to many carbs. Exercise, expend more energy then you take
in. Yeah, okay.

I desperately want to have that lap-band surgery. But again my insurance
company won't cover it. So while I might be able to swing going into debt
for 20%% I can't for the full amount. I wish the government gave grants for
this.

I've had a hugely traumatic weekend and I see no way out of this life
other than to lose the weight. I have had so much help and support and
love from some friends and still I fail. Now that's incompetence and I
only have myself to blame.

Grace

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