Subject: alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary report for Mon Jun 30 00:05:01 CDT 2008
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we're just correctly reacting to an evil world. i think this was
discussed before, us asdrs people will live on our own island. sleep
during the day in a dark cool cave and build a fire by the beach at
night and hang out.

I'm coming apart. All my sins remembered, with paperwork that was never
filed and followups never done. But by God I had time to write, and to work
on whateve electronic project I had in front of me. I'm 48, physically, and
probably 15 or 16 emotionally. Wife is apparently beginning to rethink her
position, and my value in her life. And I can't blame her. I'm surprised
it took this long. I told my pdoc years ago that I was basically hanging
around, waiting for her to come to her senses. Apparently, that is
beginning to happen. She married her father, only I am not an alcoholic. I
am just a drain on anyone around me. Just like my own father. Will
probably end up living with my sister, helping her pay for her house and
making use of the room to store my books and electronic...

Subject: alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary report for Mon Jun 23 00:05:01 CDT 2008
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Just fighting off depression, and don't know why. Can't seem to get
interested in much of anything. Fear it would lead to frustration, and
nothing more. sigh.

Anyone out there?

D

Don't really know why. It's just *there*.

You know what I'm talking about. The chemicals in the brain aren't
working right, or I'm too tired, or something.

Bleh.

I feel sorry for my husband. He's full of energy and wanting to go
places and do things and I'm such a downer. I do try to go, but my
heart just isn't in it.

Can't explain it. Maybe it will be gone soon. I hope so.

I'm having intrusive thoughts...not good ones. I'm thinking I need to
see a pdoc. Might have to set that up soon.

If anyone has a good joke, post it! I could use a giggle.

Ricki

Subject: alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary report for Mon Jun 16 00:05:01 CDT 2008
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Supposed to sleep today, but didn't get much of that. Did get a hell of a
lot done though. Laundry, phone calls and appts. made with nursing homes
for my mom, who is about to transistion from Medicare to Medicaid. Found
all kinds of help for that transition, along with an attorney who sounds a
lot better than the $6000.00 or $7000.00 model we were thinking we would
have to pay for. Even made an appt. to tour a nursing home tomorrow AM that
sounds like a much better fit than the $$$ one we were checking out first.
It's close by, much cheaper, and sounds just as good considering my mom is
barely ambulatory. None of this is as high octane as what was recommended
to us, but we are not formula racecars. At this point we don't need high
octane, we need economy. Medicaid is a bad...

Subject: alt.support.depression.recovery.sanctuary report for Mon Jun 9 00:05:01 CDT 2008
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Had a couple more good days, and a couple of iffy ones. Trying hard not to
crash right now. Saw my Neuro RE my sleep disorder and the CPAP machine
they have me on, and I am supposed to try a new mask of some sort to
eliminate the tremendous air leak that my beard causes with the full-face
mask. sigh Shave my beard? May end up trying that. Hate to. Gotten used
to it.

How is everyone else? Terribly quiet lately...

Spent some time at the library today, and maybe will work on my latest
electronic project some tonight. Spend an hour or so on the book project of
the moment. Disgusted with myself in that respect.

Hope all are okay. In not, please post. Would love to to talk with someone
and commiserate a little. My own life seems pretty null and void at the
moment. Not much to look forward too. Then again, maybe I'll have a little
cheese with that whine. :)

Take care.

Dave