Would you ever go to a party that everybody hates you? I use to be
talking with this girl named Christine. I wasn't with her but I was in
the process of it. Wasn't sure if she was for me, but she was in love
with me like crazy. I went out on a date with this one girl and kissed
her. She found out, and was walking around on the streets 2 am at
night crying. After that she hated me. Eventually she forgave me and
everything was cool. But people don't forget things so we fought
again. I said to myself ok this is stupid let me go and fix my
problems with her. I let my guard down and acted nice and she took
advantage of that shit. Basically I went and tried to make things
right again. She just said FUCK BYE. I told her to go suck a dick...
choke on it... and Die...

The next day her friends came to me and asked why I did that. I said
because I don't like people taking advantage of me. Basically they all
hate me. My ex's sweet 16 is coming up. A girl named Lillian. I went
out with her a year ago and she dumped me. She got me into the whole
Game thing. Yea... well its that chicks birthday. She originally
invited me but later I asked her if I was invited and she said I don't
care. She friends with Christine...

The only reason why I'm invited is because of Lillian's brother who
looks up to me but doesn't know we went out. He wants me there. It's a
small party almost all girls except for me Lillian's brother and a guy
named George who Lillian is talking to now. On top of that another
girl that hurt me. And I mean hurt me the most. Made me think she
wanted me switched from guy to guy that type of thing you know, is
invited to the party also.

EVERYBODY THERE... hates me. I'm going though. I'm not going to let a
couple of girls defeat me. I'm going to go and I'm going to act
classy. What do you guys think? Should I go or not? I know I fucked
up in my past, and its some stupid problem that teenagers have. But I
just really seriously need some serious advice. I just need some help.