Hi Galathaea, You need some new _Games_ ? good luck !
As I see it, these are the rules to the game that we _All_ play:

Nothing is truly random, so all changes are virtual.
Time is truly spatial, static and immutable... Time is pseudo-directional.

All entities are virtual, with a finite Duration/Volume.
Real choices don't exist; all are imprisoned in a virtual casino,
and the house always wins in the end.

Further, in conversation where the word " God " is brough up,
my mind automatically replaces it with the phrase " My Fate ";
thus enabling me to understand their intent.

P.S. Your private life is none of my business,
but I'm very impressed that you, as a woman,
have spent so much time in libraries ( as I have )...
and studying General Relativity at age 15 and computers at age 23, no less !

I code Win_XP boxen ( with Cotse.NET as my virtual ISP ) using C/C++.
For example, see my Diff() at: Jeff_Relf_2006_Oct_11_yWPs@Cotse.NET

I'm 46, born in Seattle... How old are you ? where where you born ?
Other than tobacco, I don't do dugs and I rarely have a drink...
Do you drink or do drugs ?

I'm crying right now... but I can't tell anyone why.