> A few notes on my observations about the charity of
> 'the organisation'
>
> After 12 years of struggling and discrimination and
> living with little or no financial and less emotional support
> from family and so called firends...the time has come when
> I have to tell my children the way things are.
>
> If they decide that abortion is preferable to seeing their
> kids have the sort of a life like we have had, and the hardship
> we have suffered (although I celebrate that my children are safe,
> togather and we have some kind of roof over our heads!)
> they have never seen a guy invite me out or see me dress for
> a date, a family celebration or social ocassion. The have gone
> without holidays (the travel expenses are very high) and although
> I lavish them with treat when I can afford them....they know they
> cant have everything they see.
>
> My daughter already knows that her mother wasnt good enough
> to date or marry her father (although I have always been too
> embararred
> and shy to let her know that...they both know that they're adored and
> were always wanted and the joy they brought into our life)
>
> I really need to tell her about love and money..and that under no
> circumstances should she date without knowing that her male
> partners pay for her. Its very difficult to have to tell her this, but
> I know she will understand because although both both the
> childrens fathers have found work, and bought homes for themselves
> have holidays, frequent social excursions with their friends...daddies
> financial assistance has been voluntary or not ever (I tried to do as
> the law encouraged..to be easy going and settle differences and sort
> out
> business, always putting the children first, and never cause
> additional
> upset!) Its particularly difficult for women due to the Western
> tradition
> that women learn skills so the couple canwork as a team to bring a
> family up together. (its all hokum! there seems more money in strip
> and porn, and the amazing choice of whatever guys would make suitable
> husbands! ... ditch the books girls! its a waste of time if you havnt
> married
> started family early, or have an enormous network of suitors and open
> arms of a family willing to support you and your offspring at every
> turn!)
>
> As for 'charity' there isnt! the welfare state system is full of
> people who
> who have to nurse and care for elderly and sick, children and poor,
> quite 'voluntarily' and without any mention or demad for charitable
> status
> as they believe and have faith that what they do is for love and
> because
> they truely care about someone.
>
> Charities, I believe such as the elusive 'Masonic' networks are poor
> examples of human charity, however they are excellent examples
> of laundering cash and services. They DO NOT have any discipline
> regards the welfare and care of single moms with children who are
> destitute, himeless or lost their partners, family, or possibly
> widowed.
> They do however have a terrific circulation and do remarkabl and very
> trendy work for the poor...and send their (our) money and care to
> hospitals
> abroad and support smaller organisations....(but NEVER single moms
> with children who are alone without partners) to repeat they are in
> no way influenced or under any obligation, theoretically or otherwise
> to support women with childrem.
>
> They do however do tremendous work for brothels.
>
> As you are aware...I was arrested and beaten up having fallen pregnant
> ...and then taken into an office and accused of kissing someone.
> I still have no idea as to why...but I can only surmize that it was
> because,
>
> I NEVER ASK FOR MONEY....only to love and be loved in return.
> If charging for sex was my only option.....I have had to do without
> love. I am still alone, I'm sure like many sing;le women, because
> we are much too afraid of the physical abuse, and disgrace of natural
> courtships and conceptions.