PÃ¥ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 22:56:21 +0100, skrev THE BORG
outthere.com>:
>>
>> "Zeus"
yahoo.com> wrote in message
>> news:9c3f45d2-08d3-4a74-9ad2-5e0fd25a9de0@k39g2000hsf.googlegroups.com...
>>
>> This is yummy. Are you a female Borg?
>>
>> Zeus
>>
>> I am both. In this incarnation I am in female form - I have to be for
>> reasons stated elsewhere.
>> My previous form was "horse" - where we lived amongst and learnt to
>> understand the intelligence of horses.
>> Humans do have rather a DUH - male - female - age - appearance kind of
>> attitude toward who they meet.
>> The Dalai Lama claims he was an elephant in prior life. Many remember
>> prior existence or prior life.
>> But the Dalai Lama exists alone - as all humans do - whereas we are
>> many.
>> THE BORG
>>> Here is a little story.
> When I was a kid - I was still very much a horse! Did not know where my
> front legs had gone or why I was NOT a horse!
Are you sure it was not a DOG??? :))))
Or, alternativly.... a COW?
Hehehehe.
> All my childhood and my teens - I loved horses - read about them -
> looked at
> pictures of them - my dream was always to have my own horse.
Yes. We know why...I think I know why....? :D
So you enjoy a good ride. Appearantly its been a while since you had one :D
> Rejected by very rich parents in preference for younger female sibling -
> when
> the horses came along - she was given SIX - well they were ponies as she
> was
> small - whereas alas - my dream of ever having my own horse never
> happened.
Doh!
Why dont you buy one of them not that large, but still very capable
mini-horses.
They can be electrifying.
> My father disliked me to such an extent that he "pointed out" that they
> all
> belonged to the younger sibling and none of them to me.
What a cruel father you must have had.
> This is where THE BORG come in.
> We have many great adventures.
> They can make me forget EVERYTHING and we can travel in time - and one
> day
> they did this - and took me back in time to those days when all I wanted
> was
> a horse - how HAPPY I would have been if I could just have had a horse -
> and
> what they did was two of them walked down the drive toward me with this
> MAGNIFICENT horse that was for me! I was over the moon - he was black as
> night - a good 16.2 - I called him Galileo. I leapt on his back and my
> cape
> in the wind I rode and rode this horse - through the night - through the
> day - leaping over steams and up and down mountains and by the sea.
> It was great.
Wow!
> So since then I feel quite content that the part of me that never had my
> dream fulfilled - did happen. I really do "feel" as though I did have
> my own
> horse!
You're welcome.
> They have done this with many of my bad and sad memories - they take me
> back
> to the moment - say on Christmas afternoon where I was sat in front of a
> plate of brussel sprouts and refused to eat them - in my memory I now
> produce
> a GUN and shoot my Mother!!! ;)
> I do not expect you humans to believe any of this tosh - you go believe
> in
> your crucifixion if you prefer.
> THE BORG
I belive _every_ word you say. And I love you, and you're very funny, and
I think you should continue to not take your medification. It will only
make you dull.
Otherwise. I think that we could have been best of friends.
I am brutally honest, and you are trying. Good luck with that.
Anyway, keep posting, and remember that we miss you over in ala.
I am pretty sure I speak for all the nutters over there, when I say that
any time you feel like it, you're welcome back, in one of your
previous "incarnations".
Bless thy heart, BORG.
Your one of my favorite posters.
//\\o//\\
ps. Don't waste time wishing me dead. :D
I am allready dead. I applied for a place both in heaven and hell, but
neither wanted me, and in fact that was really just their way out (from
admitting their total defeat) when they realized it was really me that
didnt want anything todo with them. (once I realized what I had applied
for). They both got flabbergasted about this. They wore allways used to
the lambs deviding into two camps, but this time, I took charge and
pointed their angels at the door. Who the fuck is so creepy stupid they
want to live for ever? Sorry, no dice. I rather die and be over with it. I
cant bear another life time on USENET. And woman....fuck 1000 of them, and
you fucked near everybody you know, and taking more risk than that cant be
healthy so no thank you. Just put me TOTTALLY out my missery once the time
is ripe. I had enough, my dick is sore, and my stumack has been filled
enough times that I think it can do without another go as well. Seeing as
love was available to me at some time.... I dont know.. seeing as the only
person able to give me some of that was really just a scary crazy bitch,
that didnt know a thing about neither love or trust herself, I now figure
it was just illusion, and if not.... that it was really MY love, as she
obviously didnt have any. OR maybe it was just comming from some sources
unknown... well anyway... I payed for the love I received by a full
measure of darkness, lonyliness and an existence near completly without
friends.... I wount regret not having another go..... can even imagine
it... so stupid.... Just see this. All the people that I really liked in
life, for instance _you_ they either never liked me, because we only
really love ourselfes, and when we love someone else, this is just because
we want what they have, so we can after a while move on, and leave them
behind... real love, real respect doesnt exist, and the only people
performing well in that regard are people that wore payed well for doing
so.... so since I am not all that fond of money, and really dont care for
faking it anymore, and do not have any respect for fake realities.... you
can showel you reincarnations up your ass. Or up somebody elses ass. Just
not mine. Thank you for listening BORG. Hope you enjoyed a bit of brutally
honest speech for a while. I have to add, that I _DO_ find some joys in
life. It is not _all_ darkness. For instance, smoking is kind of fun. So
is drinking and getting wasted in various ways. I also enjoy a pund or
two of cream pie, and various other goodies, but seeing as I starting
loosing all my teeth... Hey... I also enjoy looking at young woman... and
I see many things that are... good help me.... POSITIVE in life. I mean
who cant enjoy the sight of a baby... they are so beautiful they seem
devine...as long as its not _my_ baby....I am fine with it... I also enjoy
the beauty of nature, even if I can have some reservations about certain
aspects of its brutality. But say I think about cats, dogs, horses, and
many other animals as such a wonderful, beautiful aspect of life.... but
yet... even if I admire the strenght of the small birdies, that lives
their entire life outside, even in the very cold winters... I can see the
awsome courage they possess. Even I know all of that, and that the beauti
is all around, and that life, if you choose a good angle when looking at
it, really _can_ be utterly awsome... I take my reservations. I Love for
you to have that if you want to. But please when I die, dont wake me up
ever again. I am tired, I am beaten, and I have lived a wonderful life,
and a terrible one, at the same time. So dont wake me up. Let me go. Let
me have the infinite sleep. Even maybe I havent deserved it, why should I
need to? I never did anything to deserve life. So when I am gone, let me
be. I dont want another. Please. For once in your patetic self indulgant
sofisticated ugly and beautiful existance. Let me go. Let me just be after
I am gone. Dont wake me up. The world should be perfectly happy and
working without me.
I wish you all the best of everything, but as you all know, that will cost
you pain ad infinite, so then I wish you only what you choose and what
more can I say, the total picture is much to big for me to see it all. Wtf
do I really know about You?? I can only speak about me, and for me, the
infinite sleep seems like the best thing one could really dream of, and
when thinking about it, how beautiful and ugly and REALISTIC life is.....I
think that infinite sleep is what we all have installed for us. The thing
we call death, but that can be compared to an infinite dreamless sleep.
When it comes, I welcome it.
bye for now.
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