> You are believable, I believe you. You told the truth and now you do
> not have to fear anyone, for any reason. My guess is that everyone
> here who read this believes you, KenSaraSock nothwithstanding, but he
> doesn't count.
Thank you, Lumpy. I received a similar declaration awhile ago about
"I/WE all believe YOU" and it meant so much to me. I believed they
didn't because I stopped standing up for myself and let the lies flow
and escalate.
> The only consolation you have is that you didn't lose your home and
> your money. Twenty years ago, one of the project secretaries for a
> firm I worked for met a man on a cruise who did exactly that. One
> minute she was a middle-aged single woman, the next she was inviting
> the entire company to her wedding. He wiped her out in less than a
> year and she retired on a stress disability and had to declare
> bankruptcy. Very, very sad.
Oh Lumpy.....I know many things about Gilmer that I must not reveal.
Many people have contacted me to tell me how lucky I was not to meet
him. I realize it and thank God every day. It wasn't the "no show"
that bothered me for long. I stopped at the dump we were going to go
for lunch and I chose not to eat there. I can well afford to buy my own
lunch and didn't need Gilmer paying for it. It was the LIES. The
deceipt for so long in emails (some days 40-57 from him), the lies about
the reason he didn't show and the lie I later stumbled onto about his
"housemate" who was only a *friend*....she was his WIFE (and still is).
She had a home and job when he met her; when he was through with her she
had filed for bankruptcy and fled from her home to get away from one
more night under the same roof with him. Deborah had a nice home and a
good income 4 years ago. You should see what she looks like now and how
she's living...and where.
John is an "emotional vampire" and a parasite who sucks everything a
woman has, especially an inheritance, and dumps them when they are
milked dry. He's already advertising for Deborah's replacement cause
she's about drained. He told her the ads are OLD ones. He's ALWAYS
lining up the next woman.
The lies in email...the lies about standing me up....the lies ever
since....for more than 4 years now. But worst of all is my home address
posted about 2000 times. And archived forever at Google. What can I do
about that? The pepper spray I have in hand at all times when I'm
outside my home is slight security. He wants/invites somebody to harm
or kill me. How can I stop this from happening sooner or later? Can an
attorney or the police force him to batch nuke all posts containing my
address from Google Archives? He's probaby giggling with glee as he
reads this knowing he's terrorized yet ANOTHER woman....and hopefully
can cause her death. I see one woman he has in his photo collection has
already died. He has been arrested for "Communicating Threats". How
many has he carried out? How many did he get away with? How many are
still to be acted upon?
> You're right. You don't need to go over this ever again if you don't
> want to... explaining, I mean. Sometimes just knowing that you are
> believed can lessen the burden of the pain and grief over this stuff.
You understand. Thank You. I have suffered and paid for my mistakes
longer than some people are in prison for their much more serious
mistakes. Of course, that was his goal....to destroy me so no one would
believe the truths that I was revealing about him. I've barely
scratched the surface of what is coming to light about him now. I'll
bet there are plenty of "victims" out there that are still secrets.
There are people on Usenet who have access to court records that the
general public doesn't have and they can dig up information and pictures
about Gilmer's criminal past that he thinks is well hidden. It's not.
And some of this is drifting my way as "Team Karen" grows...
> Making a mistake does not mean you should be cast into Hell on earth.
> Jesus. Even death row murderers are allowed forgiveness. :)
Tell that to Gilmer. He won't stop till I'm dead...and then he promised
to LAUGH at me after I'm in my grave. Nice guy, eh?
> Rock on, Karen. Be sure and get one of those cinnamon rolls at the
> Manette Bridge Bakery on your way to another of your trips.
One? A FAT UGLY OLD DISEASED woman like me surely would want TWO. ;')
On my last trip, we stopped at Krispy Kreme in Tacoma and I picked two
dumb items but still enjoyed them. I'll hit the Manette Bridge Bakery
one of these Saturday mornings. Do Larry and Kristi (?) still run it?
They had the bakery department at Red Apple on Perry when I was a
barista at Roger's Espresso about 12 years ago.
You're a
> person who enjoys life,
I tried.
and let that incident with John become
> something you laugh about with your girlfriends.
I tried that, too. But he NEVER stops or goes away. I want to dance
(and pee) on his grave, but I believe he will be the only human that
will live forever....he lives on like Satan, his master.
You don't really think now that 4+ years of abuse by Gilmer is suddenly
going to just stop, do you? He sees me in scores of people all over
Usenet and isn't about to give up his manic and abusive entertainment.
You will still be Karen. Jose Gaspar will still be Karen. Hell....even
Arie Bresser might be Karen as long as my nemesis remains totally
delusional and high on alcohol and drugs.
I realize that I carry excessive resentment about my ill-fated
"relationship" with Gilmer but he is responsible for me losing my cat
and for almost ignoring my cancer. He insisted that I take the trip
..."your travel trailer is screaming for you to use it" ... where I lost
my cat for mysterious reasons and he told me to just ignore the lump on
my face..."it will go away". He had one, too, and it was caused by his
helmet strap and went away. Lucky that an old friend just demanded I
get that lump checked out and it turned out to be malignant when they
removed it. And then the bone marrow biopsy was malignant, too.
I have met the face of evil....even if it was mostly on my computer
screen. Nothing in life will defeat me now if I can survive PirateJohn
Gilmer....the most evil creature I've ever had the misfortune of getting
involved with.
Yes, I have my home...PAID for. So is my RV PAID for...and my SUV. I
have NO debts and plenty of financial security handled by Morgan
Stanley...no man will ever get his hands on 5cents of it. I try to keep
track of my Diabetes but it's a daily struggle. My doctors have known
about Gilmer's harassment for years and try to help me compensate for
it, but evil is hard to cope with as there's no way to counter it except
prayer and time.
I appreciate your comments and that you believe me. I try to hold onto
the belief that the TRUTH has power...but it's hard. I'm sorry for all
the ugly abuse you've had to endure from "gilmer and the ehretts"
because of me. I know they are pushing you and hoping for an early
death, too. Gilmer's mother has colon cancer. You would think he'd
have a tiny bit of compassion for other cancer victims. No... He is so
Anti-Social that the more people he can cause to suffer and die, the
better. I think Sarah and Ken are the same. Why did these people
become this way? Do you have a theory? I don't.
I'll be around and read your posts and maybe comment. Know that Cmelak,
Gaspar and I all think a lot of you, enjoy your posts and wish you ALL
our BEST for many years to come...all pain free!! May God Bless You..
Thanks, Lumpy ..
Karen/snoshoo
