> "LumpLoad" wrote
>

>> The only identities who feels like they have plasma running in their
>> veins around here is Karen and Bill C., aka the Nominated. Don't any of
>> you find that odd? That the two persons who are thought of as crackpots
>> are the only ones who seems like they are anchored to some kind of
>> humanity? Bill Cmelak and Karen Anderson, being nominated for actually
>> firing neutrons while the Goat Keepers think they hold the keys.

>
> Hi Lumpy,
>
> I find it frightening....that almost everybody now involved in this mess
> (but me) is totally twisted and devoid of any common sense, logic, honesty
> or human emotions. They insist they are superior to everyone else and see
> white as black. No matter how much Bill C. presents FACTS and TRUTH (all
> verifiable) and displays HUMAN EMOTIONS, the more he is ridiculed and
> treated like a nut --- BY THOSE WHO ARE THE REAL NUTS.
>
> I've been around on this earth for nearly 70 years and was surrounded by
> good and solid, sensible parents and extended family, friends and
> neighbors all that time...people whom I could trust to be exactly who they
> appeared to be. In my musical career I have met and known thousands of
> people...truly the "salt of the earth" and the musicians were very
> talented as well. I thought I was a good judge of character as I grew
> older and could sense whom to avoid and where not to go.
>
> To my dismay and downfall, I found my way onto Usenet in the past decade.
> It has taken me the best part of 10 years to realize that a terrifying
> percent of people in this world shouldn't be allowed loose in society with
> the rest of us....and that they have computers and have found their way to
> Usenet where they claim to be SUPERIOR to any decent person....and seem to
> actually HAVE more power to destroy others than the good people have the
> ability to defend themselves.
>
> We (Karen Anderson and Bill C.) are human....with human frailities, but
> very human emotions and a sense of RIGHT and WRONG. We can't understand
> why TRUTH and FACTS don't get through to the loudmouths on Usenet. Do
> these people actually serve on JURIES? No wonder the likes of OJ Simpson
> (and many others) are running around free when it was as plain as rain
> that ALL the evidence pointed to him as the ONLY one who commited that
> brutal crime. How can people be deluged with truth and facts and either
> are so mentally deranged that they don't SEE it, or are so evil that they
> don't care and just want to lash out and destroy ANYTHING or ANYBODY that
> is GOOD and right and defend who and what is wrong and bad?
>
> I believe people like this must have bubbled up from the bowels of Hell
> and are Satan's demons. That is my conclusion. They have no spirit or
> soul so there is nothing that can HURT them. It's like shadow boxing to
> try to hit them with truth and reality because there is NOTHING there. It
> is frightening to me that these people live next door to someone, are in
> check-out lines and at the next gas pump with good people. No wonder
> there are so many serial killers and pedophiles who prey on innocent
> children...they easily hide in plain sight. There are many people who
> wear the body mask of being a fellow-human being, but they are something
> very evil and if we are trusting and allow them near us, they are as toxic
> as mustard gas.
>
> I have a book called "The SOCIOPATH Next Door" Another one called
> "WITHOUT CONSCIENCE" and I will soon be reading "EMOTIONAL VAMPIRES". The
> books answer many of my questions about the kind of people I've
> encountered on Usenet, as well as the better known people like Ted Bundy,
> Gary Ridgway, BTK Killer in Kansas and all the rest of the vicious beings
> that we foolishly trust and think are fellow human beings.
>
> "Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? The Shadow knows!"
>
> Deep in my spirit, I still believe that MOST people are basically good and
> have a kind and giving heart. But I wonder if they will die out in coming
> decades to be replaced by the kind we find on the Internet, especially
> Usenet. I believe that Common Sense is completely gone from TV (except
> PBS and Documentaries), Usenet and Politics...all have far too much
> influence in our lives if we give them too much of our time and thoughts.
>
> We need more laughter and joy in our lives; not abuse and ridicule and
> power over others. We should be trying to help other people; not destroy
> them...especially our neighbors and fellow Americans. People like John
> Gilmer are consumed by GREED, ENVY and EGO. The world revolves around HIM
> and everybody else is to be USED for his purposes. What if we ALL were
> TAKERS like he is and never gave ONE thing BACK ? Surely this world would
> self-destruct in short time.
>
> I KNOW I have the TRUTH on my side, but after 5 years of struggling,
> Gilmer hasn't given an inch and won't admit a thing. It's disheartening
> to realize that many people actually DO believe him....tho he isn't aware
> of the majority of people who do NOT. Then I begin to see what kind of
> people his believers are and that's even more discouraging. He's not so
> unique after all...there are plenty more like him who live their lives to
> hurt other people in one way or the other. It is perfectly all right for
> them to "bend the rules to get what they want out of life". If they had a
> conscience or any sense of right and wrong, they would hesitate to behave
> as they do...because it's not right. But they don't have that "thought
> police" like the good people do...and I guess there's no way to teach them
> the error of their ways.
>
> So I can only hope that they will return as soon as possible to Satan and
> the bowels of hell where they were conceived and suffer eternal damnation.
>
> Now I'm back to my life on the Right Path where there are flowers, music,
> cats and God is everywhere, in everything I see and feel...and in the good
> people that I know. We aren't defined by LIES told about us, but by what
> we give and do and feel....and what is in our hearts. Therefore, I am
> still the same person I've always been and just saw (and tried to fight
> for 10 years) against the black side of life, which was displayed by the
> creeping slime that has pretty much taken over Usenet now.
>
> Tho he may have used a nym for security reasons, you know that "Jose
> Gaspar" is a real person and a good man. You are a good one, too. Take
> CARE of yourself...your kind is becoming extremely scarce on Usenet, but
> more importantly in the Real World.
>
> Karen
>
> PS -- I can see the Manette Bridge from here and the Boat Shed seafood
> restaurant, but not the bakery (too many of those pesky evergreen trees).