> "LumpLoad" gmail.com> wrote in message

>> The only identities who feels like they have plasma running in their
>> veins around here is Karen and Bill C., aka the Nominated.  Don't any
>> of you find that odd?  That the two persons who are thought of as
>> crackpots are the only ones who seems like they are anchored to some
>> kind of humanity?  Bill Cmelak and Karen Anderson, being nominated for
>> actually firing neutrons while the Goat Keepers think they hold the
>> keys.

>
> Hi Lumpy,
>
> I find it frightening....that almost everybody now involved in this mess
> (but me) is totally twisted and devoid of any common sense, logic,
> honesty or human emotions.  They insist they are superior to everyone
> else and see white as black.  No matter how much Bill C. presents FACTS
> and TRUTH (all verifiable) and displays HUMAN EMOTIONS, the more he is
> ridiculed and treated like a nut --- BY THOSE WHO ARE THE REAL NUTS.
>
> I've been around on this earth for nearly 70 years and was surrounded by
> good and solid, sensible parents and extended family, friends and
> neighbors all that time...people whom I could trust to be exactly who
> they appeared to be.  In my musical career I have met and known
> thousands of people...truly the "salt of the earth" and the musicians
> were very talented as well.  I thought I was a good judge of character
> as I grew older and could sense whom to avoid and where not to go.
>
> To my dismay and downfall, I found my way onto Usenet in the past
> decade.  It has taken me the best part of 10 years to realize that a
> terrifying percent of people in this world shouldn't be allowed loose in
> society with the rest of us....and that they have computers and have
> found their way to Usenet where they claim to be SUPERIOR to any decent
> person....and seem to actually HAVE more power to destroy others than
> the good people have the ability to defend themselves.
>
> We (Karen Anderson and Bill C.) are human....with human frailities, but
> very human emotions and a sense of RIGHT and WRONG.  We can't understand
> why TRUTH and FACTS don't get through to the loudmouths on Usenet.  Do
> these people actually serve on JURIES?  No wonder the likes of OJ
> Simpson (and many others) are running around free when it was as plain
> as rain that ALL the evidence pointed to him as the ONLY one who
> commited that brutal crime.  How can people be deluged with truth and
> facts and either are so mentally deranged that they don't SEE it, or are
> so evil that they don't care and just want to lash out and destroy
> ANYTHING or ANYBODY that is GOOD and right and defend who and what is
> wrong and bad?
>
> I believe people like this must have bubbled up from the bowels of Hell
> and are Satan's demons.  That is my conclusion.  They have no spirit or
> soul so there is nothing that can HURT them.  It's like shadow boxing to
> try to hit them with truth and reality because there is NOTHING there.
> It is frightening to me that these people live next door to someone, are
> in check-out lines and at the next gas pump with good people.  No wonder
> there are so many serial killers and pedophiles who prey on innocent
> children...they easily hide in plain sight.  There are many people who
> wear the body mask of being a fellow-human being, but they are something
> very evil and if we are trusting and allow them near us, they are as
> toxic as mustard gas.
>
> I have a book called "The SOCIOPATH Next Door"  Another one called
> "WITHOUT CONSCIENCE" and I will soon be reading "EMOTIONAL VAMPIRES".
> The books answer many of my questions about the kind of people I've
> encountered on Usenet, as well as the better known people like Ted
> Bundy, Gary Ridgway, BTK Killer in Kansas and all the rest of the
> vicious beings that we foolishly trust and think are fellow human
> beings.
>
> "Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? The Shadow knows!"
>
> Deep in my spirit, I still believe that MOST people are basically good
> and have a kind and giving heart.  But I wonder if they will die out in
> coming decades to be replaced by the kind we find on the Internet,
> especially Usenet.  I believe that *Common Sense* is completely gone
> from TV (except PBS and Documentaries), Usenet and Politics...all have
> far too much influence in our lives if we give them too much of our time
> and thoughts.
>
> We need more laughter and joy in our lives; not abuse and ridicule and
> power over others.  We should be trying to help other people; not
> destroy them...especially our neighbors and fellow Americans.  People
> like John Gilmer are consumed by GREED, ENVY and EGO.  The world
> revolves around HIM and everybody else is to be USED for his purposes.
> What if we ALL were TAKERS like he is and never gave ONE thing BACK ?
> Surely this world would self-destruct in short time.
>
> I KNOW I have the TRUTH on my side, but after 5 years of struggling,
> Gilmer hasn't given an inch and won't admit a thing.  It's disheartening
> to realize that many people actually DO believe him....tho he isn't
> aware of the majority of people who do NOT.  Then I begin to see what
> kind of people his believers are and that's even more discouraging.
> He's not so unique after all...there are plenty more like him who live
> their lives to hurt other people in one way or the other.  It is
> perfectly all right for them to "bend the rules to get what they want
> out of life".  If they had a conscience or any sense of right and wrong,
> they would hesitate to behave as they do...because it's *not right*.
> But they don't have that "thought police" like the good people do...and
> I guess there's no way to teach them the error of their ways.
>
> So I can only hope that they will return as soon as possible to Satan
> and the bowels of hell where they were conceived and suffer eternal
> damnation.
>
> Now I'm back to my life on the Right Path where there are flowers,
> music, cats and God is everywhere, in everything I see and feel...and in
> the good people that I know.  We aren't defined by LIES told about us,
> but by what we give and do and feel....and what is in our hearts.
> Therefore, I am still the same person I've always been and just saw (and
> tried to fight for 10 years) against the black side of life, which was
> displayed by the creeping slime that has pretty much taken over Usenet
> now.
>
> Tho he may have used a nym for security reasons, you know that "Jose
> Gaspar" is a real person and a good man.  You are a good one, too.  Take
> CARE of yourself...your kind is becoming extremely scarce on Usenet, but
> more importantly in the Real World.
>
> Karen
>
> PS -- I can see the Manette Bridge from here and the Boat Shed seafood
> restaurant, but not the bakery (too many of those pesky evergreen
> trees).