"LumpLoad" gmail.com> wrote in message

Hi Lumpy,

I find it frightening....that almost everybody now involved in this mess
(but me) is totally twisted and devoid of any common sense, logic,
honesty or human emotions. They insist they are superior to everyone
else and see white as black. No matter how much Bill C. presents FACTS
and TRUTH (all verifiable) and displays HUMAN EMOTIONS, the more he is
ridiculed and treated like a nut --- BY THOSE WHO ARE THE REAL NUTS.

I've been around on this earth for nearly 70 years and was surrounded by
good and solid, sensible parents and extended family, friends and
neighbors all that time...people whom I could trust to be exactly who
they appeared to be. In my musical career I have met and known
thousands of people...truly the "salt of the earth" and the musicians
were very talented as well. I thought I was a good judge of character
as I grew older and could sense whom to avoid and where not to go.

To my dismay and downfall, I found my way onto Usenet in the past
decade. It has taken me the best part of 10 years to realize that a
terrifying percent of people in this world shouldn't be allowed loose in
society with the rest of us....and that they have computers and have
found their way to Usenet where they claim to be SUPERIOR to any decent
person....and seem to actually HAVE more power to destroy others than
the good people have the ability to defend themselves.

We (Karen Anderson and Bill C.) are human....with human frailities, but
very human emotions and a sense of RIGHT and WRONG. We can't understand
why TRUTH and FACTS don't get through to the loudmouths on Usenet. Do
these people actually serve on JURIES? No wonder the likes of OJ
Simpson (and many others) are running around free when it was as plain
as rain that ALL the evidence pointed to him as the ONLY one who
commited that brutal crime. How can people be deluged with truth and
facts and either are so mentally deranged that they don't SEE it, or are
so evil that they don't care and just want to lash out and destroy
ANYTHING or ANYBODY that is GOOD and right and defend who and what is
wrong and bad?

I believe people like this must have bubbled up from the bowels of Hell
and are Satan's demons. That is my conclusion. They have no spirit or
soul so there is nothing that can HURT them. It's like shadow boxing to
try to hit them with truth and reality because there is NOTHING there.
It is frightening to me that these people live next door to someone, are
in check-out lines and at the next gas pump with good people. No wonder
there are so many serial killers and pedophiles who prey on innocent
children...they easily hide in plain sight. There are many people who
wear the body mask of being a fellow-human being, but they are something
very evil and if we are trusting and allow them near us, they are as
toxic as mustard gas.

I have a book called "The SOCIOPATH Next Door" Another one called
"WITHOUT CONSCIENCE" and I will soon be reading "EMOTIONAL VAMPIRES".
The books answer many of my questions about the kind of people I've
encountered on Usenet, as well as the better known people like Ted
Bundy, Gary Ridgway, BTK Killer in Kansas and all the rest of the
vicious beings that we foolishly trust and think are fellow human
beings.

"Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? The Shadow knows!"

Deep in my spirit, I still believe that MOST people are basically good
and have a kind and giving heart. But I wonder if they will die out in
coming decades to be replaced by the kind we find on the Internet,
especially Usenet. I believe that *Common Sense* is completely gone
from TV (except PBS and Documentaries), Usenet and Politics...all have
far too much influence in our lives if we give them too much of our time
and thoughts.

We need more laughter and joy in our lives; not abuse and ridicule and
power over others. We should be trying to help other people; not
destroy them...especially our neighbors and fellow Americans. People
like John Gilmer are consumed by GREED, ENVY and EGO. The world
revolves around HIM and everybody else is to be USED for his purposes.
What if we ALL were TAKERS like he is and never gave ONE thing BACK ?
Surely this world would self-destruct in short time.

I KNOW I have the TRUTH on my side, but after 5 years of struggling,
Gilmer hasn't given an inch and won't admit a thing. It's disheartening
to realize that many people actually DO believe him....tho he isn't
aware of the majority of people who do NOT. Then I begin to see what
kind of people his believers are and that's even more discouraging.
He's not so unique after all...there are plenty more like him who live
their lives to hurt other people in one way or the other. It is
perfectly all right for them to "bend the rules to get what they want
out of life". If they had a conscience or any sense of right and wrong,
they would hesitate to behave as they do...because it's *not right*.
But they don't have that "thought police" like the good people do...and
I guess there's no way to teach them the error of their ways.

So I can only hope that they will return as soon as possible to Satan
and the bowels of hell where they were conceived and suffer eternal
damnation.

Now I'm back to my life on the Right Path where there are flowers,
music, cats and God is everywhere, in everything I see and feel...and in
the good people that I know. We aren't defined by LIES told about us,
but by what we give and do and feel....and what is in our hearts.
Therefore, I am still the same person I've always been and just saw (and
tried to fight for 10 years) against the black side of life, which was
displayed by the creeping slime that has pretty much taken over Usenet
now.

Tho he may have used a nym for security reasons, you know that "Jose
Gaspar" is a real person and a good man. You are a good one, too. Take
CARE of yourself...your kind is becoming extremely scarce on Usenet, but
more importantly in the Real World.

Karen

PS