Dave, I just don't understand what the point is in slamming on me with such
intense hatred. I never did anything to you other than to ask you to not
call my house anymore. I was trying to be your friend at one point and it
just got to be too much. I haven't even been around much at all for the
past 1.5 years. You can look back and probably count on just two hands how
many times I have posted. All I have been trying to do is deal with the
horrors I went through last year. I have never had such a bad year in my
entire life. All I am doing is trying to cope and haven't asked anybody for
anything. I lost my mom who was one of the most important persons in my
life. Why slam on that and make that look as if it was something to laugh
about? Losing a loved one is not an easy thing to go through. Also, why
bother with me? You think I am this old bag. Why do you even care about
anything I say or do? I mean nothing to you. I just do not understand what
the point was in all that except to strike out and hurt somebody you don't
even know. It was very hurtful. Dealing with cancer a second time is a
very scary thing too. Lymphoma is not curable and it will probably come
back again and eventually it could be the thing that kills me. I know you
don't care, but my family and friends care and so do some of my friends from
AMF. I am not going to slam back at you in retaliation. That would only
make me look low. All I can do is wish you happiness in your life which I ...

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Well I guess than so be it. I have done nothing wrong. I am just trying
survive as best I can like everybody else. I have nothing to defend. I am
still in a lot of emotional pain after only 9 months of losing my mom and it
was a cheap shot with what he said about that and other things that I cannot
help. If he is not sick anymore, than why is he even coming here and
messing with people. He says he happy but certainly isn't demonstrating
that by his remarks. Happy people don't need to hurt other people to make
themselves happy. I have a lot of pity for him if that is how he expects to
find love and happiness in his life. Everybody here comes here for caring
and support because we are not well. We've all been dealt some bad cards
and all we are trying to do is learn how to...

"Mercy" thiscomputer.com> wrote in message
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LOL long story and YOU know it.
I fell asleep 7pm and woke 2am and feel fine.
I think you use cancer as an excuse! You are not alone but just call accept
it fate. And you can not.

Mercy wrote:

WHATE EVER SHE BEKIEVEWS then let her LOL

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"Cheeky Bastard" aol.com> wrote in message
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Geeze, I thought the "Dave" that said he was *cured* and was a Christian,
was a different Dave, not CB. So much for being a Christian. His history
speaks for itself. Nanny
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