I went outside about 2 hours before sunset to do meditation. I was
doing visualization meditation, to strengthen my inner sight. After
about an hour a moth landed on my and crawled all over my face. He
stopped to rest right on my left eyelid, which I tightly closed.
After that I began to visualize very creatively almost as if I was
dreaming. Sights and visions came to me full of color shape and
dimension. Still I focused on my environment around me, and imagined
it in full daylight. As darkness rolled in the visualizations became
more intense, and the best one I had was of a detaled mushroom in full
color, as if it was on television behind my closed eyelids. I
envisioned a catterpillar that lived on it, and a group of groundhogs
or rodents that had a little hole. I went down the hole with them &
they were all having a dinner party.

It reminded me of Alice & wonderland, and all the time spirits spoke
to me. Telling me I was like a changeling, taken by the faries. To
let them land on me at twilight & fall asleep outside was very
miraculous they thought.. And I could tell the communication was
real, because the louder things chirping into the twilight increased
my sensitivity and vision to what was going on around me, like they
were using sonar and all the species participated and colaborated
together. When they realized I was sleeping that is when they came to
land, just as I expected them.

I opened my eyes, just before the first stars became visible, and I
watched it grow quickly darker, and saw with my own eyes the first
stars appearing. Then looking inside my house I saw a vision of
someone walking outside to see me. I blinked & it dissapeared. But
just moments later my mother came out and her movements reproduced the
vision perfectly. We talked for awhile, and I continued to almost see
into the future of her dreams and behavior. I read her mind tonight
as I could see what she was visualizing into the darkness. And then I
sensed she wanted me to come inside with her, and was growing tired
herself as I actually saw a ghost behind her stand up and go back
inside. So we went inside together.

This meditation technique is incredible. Just as the sky is like a
darkened glass, and we see the sun during the day, the reflection
grows dim at night and we can see through this glass to the nights sky
and the stars. The same is true with the spiritual world and dreams.
The light inside our mind can make the spirit world visible,
especially at night. Just by meditating through the sunset with our
eyes closed, and making friends with the faeries and spirits who bring
us dreams, we can open up to experiencing the real magic, that's even
greater than hypnosis.

I'm going to practice this visualization meditation tomorrow and I
expect my dreams will grow even more vivid. It is actually the most
enjoyable part of my day, and I think I spent 3 hours outside today
lying perfectly still with my eyes closed, just visualizing. I hope
that the light inside my mind will grow so bright that perhaps I can
even see these visions clearly during the day. Perhaps even showing
other people t he magic at night, and will become a real illusionist.