> CoreyWhite wrote:

>> psidre felix wrote:

>>> On 14 Nov 2006 13:21:31 -0800, CoreyWhite wrote:
>>>

>>>> Does anyone know about the serpent king? During meditation I clearly
>>>> saw him on my screen. I've been writing about my meditations using
>>>> strobe lights, candles, and binaural music in a dark dark room. It
>>>> feels like to could be 10:00PM but it is only 4:20 on my watch. I was
>>>> lying on my matress against a heaping pile of cushions and pillows,
>>>> after taking a shower late in the afternoon.
>>>>
>>>> That's when I saw him, he looked like a man with lizard skin and his
>>>> tounge was flickering out of the screen. I called to him, as a dragon.

>>>
>>> you called to him. did you have intentions of bringing forth such a
>>> creature prior to entering the trance?
>>>

>>
>> No it was a complete suprise. I had just came out of the shower, and
>> laid back down to continue my meditation. I have been meditating on
>> the idea of suprise however, and seeing the world through new eyes.
>>

>>>> And a lizard jumped out of the screen and began to crawl all over me
>>>> and my bed. It had a huge tail like an aligator, but was rather thin,
>>>> and very fast. It was wacking me with its tail. And then I could tell
>>>> the lizard king had come into the room. He told me himself, that he
>>>> was in fact the lizard king. And said this minature lizard was a gift
>>>> to me.

>>>
>>> the idea of macrocosm/microcosm comes to mind.
>>>

>>
>> Yes, I think so. He began just as an image I saw inside of the strobe
>> light on my LCD monitor, and his toung was flickering out. That's when
>> I responded to him and called him forth. And he reminded me of a
>> dragon. And then when the lizard jumped out of the screen, he became
>> more than just an image or a coneption, and it felt like another person
>> was in the room, or animal I mean. Crawling around the room.
>>
>> Then when I ate him, he became part of myself. Almost like there was a
>> creation flow that came out of my physical suroundings, and was made
>> known to me through a spirit, and then was integrated into myself.
>> Something like that.
>>
>> But when I ate the lizard I just kind of deep throated him, like I was
>> a snake myself. So that's another layer to the macrocosm. The whole
>> time I wasn't sure if the lizard king had changed forms, or if this was
>> indeed another lizard that he sent out through the computer. And he
>> made that clear in the end that it was a gift he had brought me.
>>
>> But it seems odd that the lizard king would want me to eat a lizard.
>> Although if he was king of the lizards it would make since he had other
>> lizards with him.
>>
>>

>>>>
>>>> He told me I had to catch it and eat it, and then after I moved to
>>>> catch the lizard, it jumped on my face and tride to bite me. And then
>>>> it slithered down my throat and into my stumache. It's tail was so
>>>> long it was sticking out of my face and I had to bite it off.

>>>
>>> lizard being a reptile, i am reminded of the nephesch (the reptilian
>>> mind/soul) the faculties of survival, sexual drive, instinct.
>>>
>>> consuming this reptile may indicate a need for integration of these lower
>>> aspects of our makup with the higher, perhaps a RE-visitation to previous
>>> events where something significant has been overlooked or could only be
>>> fully realized after some time had passed.
>>>

>>
>> I had a faint memory of seeing the lizard king in person before.
>> Almost like I had met him when I was younger but had forgotten. And
>> after the vision was over someone I knew came knocking at the door,
>> with some food to eat. Kind of odd. But it is getting about the time
>> I was expecting them to show up anyway.
>>

>>>>
>>>> At this point I started to get a little frightened and couldn't make
>>>> out what the lizard king was saying. I think he left, and that's when
>>>> I came out of the trance.

>>>
>>> it seems important to me that you could not catch some of the communication
>>> -- perhaps a further indication that something needs to be reviewed.
>>>

>>
>> It could be. I have been focusing on expanding my awareness during
>> meditation, with the sense that I am repressing conscious sensory
>> information because of my own ego and guilt about trama and regret. So
>> this may be a form of that lizard mind who is awake to the harsh
>> physical reality becoming integrated with my consciousness. At the end
>> of this waking dream that I had, I remember feeling a shield on my arm,
>> and a sword on my back. I had a helmet on as well, and I drove the
>> lizard king out of the room.
>>

>>>

>>>>
>>>> I could see everything in full color like it was a holograms, and could
>>>> feel the sensations in my body of the lizard crawling over me. I
>>>> couldn't see the lizard king, but I could sense him standing behind me
>>>> and to my right. I could only vaugley make out what he was saying with
>>>> my instincts.

>>>
>>> that would be southwest if one were facing east, perhaps symbolizing one
>>> straddling the elements of fire and water. <- not real firm feelings on
>>> this note.

>>
>> I noticed after the dream, that I had a tripod standing up in the room
>> where the lizard king was. The tripod seemed to transform into him.
>>

>>>

>>>>
>>>> But what do you think a dream like this could mean. Could I have made
>>>> contact with a spirit, or extra-terrestrial entity? And what do you
>>>> think will happen now that I ate the lizard monster?

>>>
>>> perhaps it would be beneficial to try and intentionally recall this entity
>>> into presence and finish the communication if possible. you may be able to
>>> have a more authoritative standpoint if done willfully.
>>>
>>> may be some significance to the fact that you did not consume the whole
>>> lizard, as you said the tail was bitten off. what happened to the tail?
>>>

>>
>> I did again see the lizard curled up asleep, or maybe dead on the
>> floor. And when I looked into the mirror, I could almost see him
>> inside of my body, like a giant lizard tattoo on my chest, with his
>> tail still sticking out of my mouth. It made me feel empowered. But I
>> when I imagine the lizard king, I see someone who is out hunting, and
>> bringing me food. But I'm not sure why he is doing all of this
>> gathering and hunting for me. Almost like a mother/father figure.
>>

>>>>
>>>> Questions.. So many questions. And I need serious replys.

>>
>> Thanks for the chat. It is clearing some of this up. By I am also
>> interested in lizard people, in images of myth. People who live in the
>> dessert often draw lizards in their artwork, I'm sure. And tell
>> stories of them. What do they mean?

>
> Might be a little offbase, seeing as how I'm no initiate in
> magick-stuff, but what was the time range that this occurred, if you
> have that nailed down, look up charts that have times of spirits - not
> sure what 'grimoires' that they were in, but I rmember seeing them.
> They'll have the name of the spirit, the time of it's reign and so on
> .. might have been Lesser key if I remember correctly. Cross-reference
> this with cultural similarities. Maybe the music you've been listening
> to have changed an interest in a different culture and it's expressing
> itself to you.

>
> I am on the other side of the fence. I hate reptiles, and last night
> saw a black thing scurry away from my couch and dart behinf my
> entertainment stand. So wishing I had a cat but don't .. decided to
> try and hunt the thing down. Leading back to my hatred of rodents.
> They are indeed the most crafty animal.