Beauty wrote:
> CoreyWhite wrote:
>> Beauty wrote:
>>
>>> CoreyWhite wrote:
>>>
>>>> I've put up a webpage on my server now to host you. It is a tribute to
>>>> Atlanta:
http://www.ckoogle.com
>>>> We will work out all the kinky details privately.
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>> "+deV" is my agent in regards to kinkiness. Come on guys, I haven't
>>> gotten to practice BDSM yet and you already making kinky pictures. I
>>> ought to show you the latest kinky picture I drew last week. Scandalous!
>>> I have some older kinky drawings on my flikr site. Well I am definitely
>>> out of the closet as a submissive masochist now. Today a friend said to
>>> me "If I were your dom... I would command you to..." and I obeyed
>>> anyways! Yum... now if there were one just like him out there for me,
>>> then we could get cookin'. But as he said, these things take time, and,
>>> trust. Remember the Goddess Atalanta ran bare breasted and bare foot,
>>> probably buck naked (no wonder they were chasing her) and beat all the
>>> men who wished to wed her and they all lost their heads (that was the
>>> deal) until Aphrodite intervened. That was my old religion,
>>> pre-Christianity, the Goddess religion.
>>>
>>
>> I know this too about Atlanta. In the tarot she is the representation
>> of the card Justice, and even in courtrooms her image is there.
>> Because she represents such objectivity. I had a vision about her
>> before, and researched her to help with one of my friends thesis for
>> grad school.
>>
>> I would also like to look at your latest artwork if it is online.
>>
>>
> Interesting. I used to read tarot, my daughter is named after Justice,
> and she is a Libra. I can not show you my latest artwork. I can tell
> you what it is about. It is a vision of me and my master. I am afraid to
> show it to you. I drew it last week while sitting in a meeting. I will
> say this much. He is fully clothed and I am fully naked. He is facing
> towards the viewer, and my back is to the viewer. He is sitting on a
> throne and I am kneeling before him all bound up.
>
And I am sure it is one of your best. You have the skill for it more
than I do, even though I may be a more creative thinker.
> My brother and father have legal careers and I get along with lawyers.
> In addition my community knows I am one of the few with a legalistic
> mind. In fact, my intellect is seen as a two edged sword.
>
And you certainly can top me, but I have one heck of a spirit. I don't
think you could ever brake it. I would just pull myself right back up.
It is because I have always had so much support and encouragement, and
I'm always smiling.
> You are indeed clairvoyant Corey. We share this gift. But Eastern
> Orthodox are not allowed to talk about it, nor disclose it. It must be
> identified by others. Your vision of my naked body was not entirely off
> the mark. Send it to me again, I will print it out and edit it for you.
I'll send it to you Atlanta.
> I am thinking about sending you a photograph my daughter took of me in
> my bedroom with a very sexy dress on. I wore it to church one day and a
> woman said in a whisper to me "that is a very sexy dress". I never wore
> it again... but if I send it to you, it will be like inviting you into
> my bedroom where no man has been since I kicked my husband out. But
> since you already had a vision of me naked... that is kind of going
> backwards. I have print photographs going back to when I was a
> teenager. I may mail you one of those.
I could capture all of your beauty. And I desperately would like to
see.
> That photograph you drew a sketch of me of was taken in my parent's
> kitchen, so in essence you have captured this moment for all eternity
> and displayed it to the world. Not a bad start for your devotional. ;-)
> How are you feeling?
>
I'm feeling like I'm too obsesed with you, and should work on getting a
job and getting my own appartment. You said that's what you want for
me?
> I have been hitting the caffeine, I finally broke down and bought some
> coffee, and the nicotine. I was feeling so angry the other night I asked
> my ex to bring me a pack of American Spirit cigarettes when he came by
> to drop off something for our daughter. I told him I know how to use it
> like medicine like the Native Americans, and its true, I do. He
> protested at first, but then I lectured him about his vices and he
> relented. He likes to think marijuana is superior to tobacco. Common
> Rastafari delusion.
>
> I have smoked one so far.
>
If you have quit before you can do it again. I think it is just what
you need right now, and could really help you cope. You just have to
stop buying them if you ever want to stop.
> I guess my decision to war even harder against masturbation has made my
> vice come out in other directions.
>
I've been doing the same. But as a man I can't go for ever. The
orgasms I've been having since I started dieting, exercising again, and
drinking lots and lots of water, have been intense. That's the way
they should feel.
> I have been losing weight. I here that about a few times a month, you
> are losing weight. Oh well. This medication I am on causes muscle
> weakness. But I kind of wanted that. I am trying to become more yin,
> more feminine. I am letting this process work its course.
>
> Atalanta was not a mother goddess. She was a maiden. You are bringing
> back my lost maidenhood. Thank you.
>
You aren't lost Atlanta.
> I blind carbon copied some negative messages from some users of this
> group to a dom friend and he told me what to do in order to have a more
> positive peaceful experience in this group. So we can continue to
> converse here now, peacefully and positively. Thank you for your
> positive energy. You are restoring me to sanity!
Thank you. You are like a guiding light to me in these turbulent waves.
