CoreyWhite wrote:

Interesting. I used to read tarot, my daughter is named after Justice,
and she is a Libra. I can not show you my latest artwork. I can tell
you what it is about. It is a vision of me and my master. I am afraid to
show it to you. I drew it last week while sitting in a meeting. I will
say this much. He is fully clothed and I am fully naked. He is facing
towards the viewer, and my back is to the viewer. He is sitting on a
throne and I am kneeling before him all bound up.

My brother and father have legal careers and I get along with lawyers.
In addition my community knows I am one of the few with a legalistic
mind. In fact, my intellect is seen as a two edged sword.

You are indeed clairvoyant Corey. We share this gift. But Eastern
Orthodox are not allowed to talk about it, nor disclose it. It must be
identified by others. Your vision of my naked body was not entirely off
the mark. Send it to me again, I will print it out and edit it for you.
I am thinking about sending you a photograph my daughter took of me in
my bedroom with a very sexy dress on. I wore it to church one day and a
woman said in a whisper to me "that is a very sexy dress". I never wore
it again... but if I send it to you, it will be like inviting you into
my bedroom where no man has been since I kicked my husband out. But
since you already had a vision of me naked... that is kind of going
backwards. I have print photographs going back to when I was a
teenager. I may mail you one of those.
That photograph you drew a sketch of me of was taken in my parent's
kitchen, so in essence you have captured this moment for all eternity
and displayed it to the world. Not a bad start for your devotional. ;-)
How are you feeling?

I have been hitting the caffeine, I finally broke down and bought some
coffee, and the nicotine. I was feeling so angry the other night I asked
my ex to bring me a pack of American Spirit cigarettes when he came by
to drop off something for our daughter. I told him I know how to use it
like medicine like the Native Americans, and its true, I do. He
protested at first, but then I lectured him about his vices and he
relented. He likes to think marijuana is superior to tobacco. Common
Rastafari delusion.

I have smoked one so far.

I guess my decision to war even harder against masturbation has made my
vice come out in other directions.

I have been losing weight. I here that about a few times a month, you
are losing weight. Oh well. This medication I am on causes muscle
weakness. But I kind of wanted that. I am trying to become more yin,
more feminine. I am letting this process work its course.

Atalanta was not a mother goddess. She was a maiden. You are bringing
back my lost maidenhood. Thank you.

I blind carbon copied some negative messages from some users of this
group to a dom friend and he told me what to do in order to have a more
positive peaceful experience in this group. So we can continue to
converse here now, peacefully and positively. Thank you for your
positive energy. You are restoring me to sanity!