On Jul 6, 3:18 pm, heather
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>>>> That's it! First symptoms stupidity, second, making smart-ass ideas
>>>> about that, third, being creative and waking up from a dream. 5th,
>>>> made up shit.
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>>> What happened to 4th?
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>>>> The longest I've stayed up was on methamphetamine, for about 3/4 days
>>>> straight. Night is supposed to turn into day, and day into night, day
>>>> to day without a start or an end.... you're supposed to feel infinite
>>>> or something, pretty much like acid, all in your head like equations
>>>> to solve. :) I don't even smoke cigarettes anymore though, fuck that.
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>>> I did the same thing a few years ago. Stayed awake on meth for four days.
>>> Those last 12 hours before I finally crashed were hairy. It was a cold night
>>> with a good breeze. I heard the cars going down the street and thought the
>>> noise was a tornado hitting very close to home. The wind itself sounded very
>>> psychedelic as it blew around the house. Then I started hearing voices in
>>> the wind, hundreds of them all talking at once. Please understand I didn't
>>> leave my house and check all this stuff out; too freaked out to go outside.
>>> I actually called 911 and said there were hundreds of peoplerunning around
>>> the parking lot. I regretted it instantly. They would have sent someone out
>>> here to investigate if I hadn't sorta backed off and said not to worry about
>>> it. Then I crashed, and couldn't fucking move for about a day. I mean, I was
>>> laying in bed, and my muscles were so exhausted after that 50-horse-powered
>>> engine had been driving them for four days, I couldn't even move my hands,
>>> let alone turn over. I'd fucked up my computertoo, otherwise I think I could
>>> have written some pretty good poetry. Why I didn't just write it down I have
>>> no idea. Oh, and when you start to feel bugs crawling all over your skin,
>>> it's time to get some sleep!
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>> I've stayed awake for that long on meth too more than a few times and
>> i think it's the absence of sleep more than the drug itself that makes
>> you feel that way. Luckily i'm a pretty relaxed character so i didn't
>> become freaked out. The key is just being able to distinguish between
>> what is real and what's not. It actually can be pretty fun just like
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> i agree wholeheartedly on the absence of sleep being more of an issue
> than the drug...i regularly stay awake as much as 72-100 hours at a
> clip with adderall "excursions" and its all becomming routine for
> me...if i can somehow manage to slip in even as little as 3 hours of
> sleep every 3 to 4 days i can feel totally refreshed...otherwise i'm
> usually fucking miserable at the end of these trips and I'm getting
> bored with them. For the first year it was incredible...i had one
> experience where I was sure "god" was communicating with me (and
> perhaps she was) but nothing even close to that kind of spirituality
> over the past two years, just an annoying "beat"
> feeling...amphetemines or stimulants in general definately create
> psychosis over time (for me the psychosis only occurs when i'm using
> and quickly vanishes once i quit taking them but I've read for some
> people it can become permanent) as with anything i'm looking for the
> next big thing....the love affair i had with adderall is fading but i
> want to love again..sex without speed wsucks now (im spoiled) but
> trust me staying awake too long just isnt a good thing to do for very
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Sorry i should have used a different word than "fun". What i meant was
that sleep deprievation was an interesting experince and not something
you would do deliberately more than once or twice (if i wanted to have
a trip i would probably opt for acid). For starters staying awake that
long requires too much effort and hearing voices that aren't there
might be interesting but not fun. The times that i got kept awake were
because of having work for the next 2/3 days and deciding to go out as
well. I work in hospitality and it tends to not only stress you out
but also presents weak willed individuals (me) with many options for
nightime entertainment. Your right, I guess i should start being a
little smater about when i do meth, or any drugs and not just do it
when i feel like blowing off steam
