Group: alt.drugs.pot · Group Profile
Author: DjReefaCheefaDjReefaCheefa Date: Oct 6, 2007 10:42
> here's my story. i was born in seattle, grew up in federal. my father
> was a fireman and my mother was a homemaker/entrepreneur. i had a good
> childhood. i was in the gifted program in elementary school and
> honor's society in junior high. my parents split up and in high school
> i got into drugs and my mom sent me to treatment. i was 16. when i got
> out of treatment i was clean for a while and got back into drugs. i
> moved in with a friend from work. i continued using drugs and alcohol
> to feel better and be cool. i held various jobs in the food industry
> and also did a summer with the traveling carnival. i got back and
> decided to go to community college. i took graphic design classes and
> my teachers liked my work. in 2001 i was diagnosed with schizophrenia
> and was put on medication to manage it. i attended counseling sessions
> and the like. i moved back to seattle about five years ago. i started
> receiving social security benefits for my disability and continued
> using drugs almost every day. i was pretty messed up for a long time
> and created a lot of wreckage. i was jailed several times and
> institutionalized almost as much. i had bad relationships that ended
> up in court and did things i wasn't proud of. on september 8th, 2007 i
> decided to get clean and sober. i started attending meetings and got a
> sponsor. i broke up with my girlfriend of 5 months because she
> couldn't stop using drugs and i can't be around that anymore. i lost
> my job because i couldn't stay awake one day. i recently plead guilty
> to property damage and vnco concerning an ex-ex. she says i broke her
> phone and i broke a no contact order with her. i was sentenced to ten
> days of home monitoring and two years of probation. things are getting
> better though now that i am clean and sober. i have friends in the
> program who support me and as long as i don't resort to drugs or
> alcohol i will be fine. that's about it. thanks.
>
Bro,
You must have had a decent time with the drugs. And by drugs, I take it
you mean the hard stuff right?
Why not try to go back to that good place, instead of worrying about
everything, why not make a change. In fact, you talk about being sober
for a couple months like its a big accomplishment.
Hell, i've been off the meth now for 2 years I believe, maybe a little
more, and thats not even close to being an accomplishment.
I never did any of that crappy stuff to get in trouble with the law.
All my law happenings were by jealous bitches who couldnt stand to see
me doing better then them at such a young age. Out of spite. I'm
pretty wild bro, I like my share of crazy moments, but I never did
anything like that. I have the schitzofrenia, or the ADHD whenever they
can make up their mind what it might be. I've been to hell and back.
Basically put, I've thought of robbing a bank, but I never did it.
Why? Because no matter how fun and childish it might be to just listen
to that voice or do something to be talked about, it just isn't worth it
in the end.
And i dont know how alcohol can make u feel better or cooler, unless you
weak!
Its people like you that "Turn their life around" and all of the sudden
start trying and land awesome jobs because some douche up in upper
management feels like he's part of the after school special by helping
an ex con out. Meanwhile, I sit around and think of how I can make
society better, and life in general better, for myself, and those around
me, I GET NOTHIIINNN!!! But I still wouldnt change.
At least I can get high and enjoy that... Must suck to have your heart
race everytime you feel good or do something you enjoy for fear of THE
MAN coming to get you. I say thats for the birds, that doesnt help
anyone, it only adds to the machine of crime. Just because someone says
they are going to change, doesnt mean they will change.... There is no
text book example for lying, it just happens.
Stop posting this depressing crap here. Start posting some of your
crazy stories instead so we can all read and have a good chuckle while
we get high...
You shouldnt use drugs as an escape man, thats not what they are for.
You should smoke because its something you really enjoy and can handle.
There are a lot more situations worse then yours... Think about what
your girlfriend probably went through, that you just kicked to the curb
cause you are a selfish loony who wants his alone time eh?
Peace, although it's amusing and there is so much to pull from here, I
am going to have to stop ...
Only you can change your life and make it a better place. You get what
you give.... This, I know, Fo Sho!
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