here's my story. i was born in seattle, grew up in federal. my father
was a fireman and my mother was a homemaker/entrepreneur. i had a good
childhood. i was in the gifted program in elementary school and
honor's society in junior high. my parents split up and in high school
i got into drugs and my mom sent me to treatment. i was 16. when i got
out of treatment i was clean for a while and got back into drugs. i
moved in with a friend from work. i continued using drugs and alcohol
to feel better and be cool. i held various jobs in the food industry
and also did a summer with the traveling carnival. i got back and
decided to go to community college. i took graphic design classes and
my teachers liked my work. in 2001 i was diagnosed with schizophrenia
and was put on medication to manage it. i attended counseling sessions
and the like. i moved back to seattle about five years ago. i started
receiving social security benefits for my disability and continued
using drugs almost every day. i was pretty messed up for a long time
and created a lot of wreckage. i was jailed several times and
institutionalized almost as much. i had bad relationships that ended
up in court and did things i wasn't proud of. on september 8th, 2007 i
decided to get clean and sober. i started attending meetings and got a
sponsor. i broke up with my girlfriend of 5 months because she ...

Are you saying that MJ caused this?

kohlsie@gmail.com wrote:

On Sep 30, 7:47 pm, Mike hush.com> wrote:

no it was my addiction that caused it

... and who have you killed deared sir!?
You have very guilty thoughts there!
You should drink a beer! Forgive yourself and your girlfriend.
Does your mother know you smoke pot? I bet she's cool with that.
As long as you have job, or is that the problem?
Tsk........ psssssssst! Yeah right?!?

Amado Castaneda
http://www.mariojano.com/ My personal website.

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good that you found AA or NA or whichever you need.

I do not have a drug problem.
I go to work every day, I play with my kids in the evenings and
weekends.
I enjoy my time as I wish.

Tokie Tokie.

Howm Grone J

On Oct 1, 10:14 am, "kohl...@gmail.com" gmail.com> wrote:

No, It was you and your brain chemistry that caused it.
Stop acting like a victim.

Tokie Tokie

Howm Grone J

On Oct 1, 9:20 am, Howm Grone J gmail.com> wrote:

what do you know about my life?

On Oct 1, 12:19 pm, Howm Grone J gmail.com> wrote:

Kholsie, loads of us go to work, maintain homes raise kids and carry
on very productive lives with MJ without problems like you had.However
for many, one drink or J is too many, and 100 not enough!! I'm very
sorry you had these problems, and glad that NA & AA were there for you
when you decided to seek help. They are good programs, I hope your
life goes well for you. Olde Hippee

You just posted your life.

On Oct 2, 8:13 pm, "Hiccup Burp" do.com> wrote: