I have to give up my internet service.

I have a double trailer payment, electric bill and phone bill to be paid by
the end of this month and I cannot do it. I went for my appointment
yesterday and they said that my bleeding might be colon cancer as all of the
other tests came back negative. They said I needed a colonoscopy. Dan's
checks have been garnished over the last two months by hospital bills and
back taxes. I cannot fight everything anymore. I can't sleep and am loosing
weight. I am not fighting this struggle any longer.

I will miss you guys...most of you have become very special to me.

Shirley