...mind but i'm not a magician am i? I know a saint you can pray to for help. His name is Saint Cyprian and he was a magician before he converted to Christianity. I have his troparion and kontakion (Orthodox hymns) and life if you like, and even his liturgical services! i should have went to a lodge instead of reading Herman Hesse books that guy is like me...

... you! I forgot today was the angels' day. I foolishly try to fight the demons on my own. Thank God you came along. God help what a _foolish_ woman I am. Thank you for reminding me of the troparion and the kontakion of the day. I am so angry with the Church I forget my salvation. You have released me from this delusion that I can fight the dark angels on my own. Rest comes to my soul now....