... - you cannot help feeling love or feeling worship if this is the reaction you have. Worship as rituals or actions - is an intended purposeful thing - and can be completely cold blooded and feelingless. In days past - many worshipped deities or gave sacrifices in order to produce rain for the harvest or to "pacify". Often they were afraid of the deities - so the act of worship was really ...

.... It is really frustrating! shame they can't give you hints on the stock market look i'm with you on this one surviving in nature is easier probably than surviving in this man made feelingless jungle where all the signals get warped by ingorance and practiced lieing what I am trying to say is -- the more you become yourself -- not trying to up-hold the LIE version of who others...